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Jerat Percintaan (Cover) - 4shared.com - perkongsian dan storan fail dalam talian - muat turun - Jerat Percintaan (Cover)

2011-08-23T01:35:00.000+08:00

Jerat Percintaan (Cover) - 4shared.com - perkongsian dan storan fail dalam talian - muat turun - <a href="http://www.4shared.com/file/FhFyU2RG/Jerat_Percintaan__Cover_.html" target="_blank">Jerat Percintaan (Cover)</a>

bosan..so aku record sendiri~~ let me know what you guys think!

how do you say 'no' to the person you love the most?

2011-07-13T13:20:00.001+08:00

how do you say 'no' to the person you love the most?

Answer here

apa korang buat time cuti?

2011-06-28T22:33:00.001+08:00

apa korang buat time cuti?

Answer here

Mimpi jadi kenyataan

2011-06-28T22:25:00.004+08:00

Tengok circle merah tu~~
Assalammualaikum..

apa khabar semua? harap sentiasa dirahmati oleh Allah dan berbahagia disamping keluarga. Tanggal 28 Jun 2011. Hari ni umur aku meningkat kepada 23 tahun. makin tua kan? hoho..

Asalnya xmo bagitau semua orang yang hari lahir aku jatuh pada hari ni. Sedih sebab selalu ada kat rumah time nie..tak tau macamana..ramai pulak yang tau dan wish aku. Alhamdulillah. terima kasih sebab ingat akan aku.

Dalam banyak2 wish...ada satu ni yang aku paling suka. Terima kasihla cik naddo sarip yang request kat Siti Nurhaliza..ulang suara yer, Siti Nurhaliza untuk wish birthday aku..

Perghhh....memang bulan jatuh ke riba la..menjerit aku jap kat bilik...

Terima kasih semua. x kesahla siti ke, situ ke, sini ker..anda semua adalah sebahagian daripada hidup aku..terima kasih kerana menjadikan hidup aku berwarna warni..

p/s: sila jangan jeles~~ini kenyataan beb~~

Tips untuk survive time houseman nanti~~

2011-06-25T11:49:00.003+08:00

TIP no. 1 - 7 :

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR HOUSE OFFICER : Tip no. 1 - Set your intentions right. It's neither about the money, the highly respected position and the power. It is about PUBLIC SERVITUDE, serving those who are in need of healthcare. Only after you have served well, then only you could deserve the rewards, privileges and rights allocated for medical practitioners! Welcome on board!

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR HOUSE OFFICER : Tip no. 2 - Have the right attitudes. Being the most junior officer in the team, you really have a lot to catch up and learn. Never pretend that you know all. Never hesitate to admit that you do not know, to ask questions and assistance. Respect those who are more experienced than you. People with the right attitudes are welcome wherever they go, always...all the time!

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR HOUSE OFFICER : Tip no. 3 - Put on your best smile and outstanding manners. Greet everyone with a cheerful salam. No matter how busy you are, don't forget to move your temporo-mandibular joints and carve out a big smile. It will stimulate a fountain of endorphins in your neuron synapses, and aha...the feel-good feeling will set in.

Don't believe this? Just try....just do it.

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR HOUSE OFFICER : Tip no. 4 - Work extra hard to convince people that you are reliable, responsible, accountable and able to complete tasks and meet expectations - within the first two weeks! Once people know you're committed, you'll gain their trust, respect & cooperation. Just mark my words!

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR HOUSE OFFICER : Tip no.5 - Refresh your inner self with daily, constant and effective spiritual input. For Muslim, don't ever neglect your 5 times daily prayers, no matter how busy you are. You really need that 5 -10 minutes regular breaks. It acts as a cooling oasis for you to rejuvenate.

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR HOUSE OFFICER : Tip no.6 : Mend your bruised heart and dented self-esteem, quickly and effectively - each time you received unpleasant reminders of your incompetency & shortcoming from your seniors. It's a part and parcel of the job. Admit your mistakes, but PLEASE, try hard not to repeat them. To err is human, but to keep doing the same error is a major blunder!

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR HOUSE OFFICER : Tip no.7 : Keep in touch with your loved ones - parents, spouses, close friends, teachers etc. Don't shut out your life, which mainly linger around your wards, call roster and private room now. There is more to life out there than just work or crashing into bed to recover from sleep deprivation.

quoted from Dr Harlina Halizah Siraj ( alumni HO ; General Hospital KL - August 1991 to July 1992)

Smiling~~~~

2011-06-17T12:30:00.001+08:00

Attention! Top local celebrities, including pop queen Datuk Siti Nurhaliza are proud of their new role as celebrity reservists.

They flaunted their new army uniform after signing up to join the Territorial Army at the Defence Ministry in Putrajaya on Thursday.

According to Siti, she has gone through tough army training for a TV show before.

"But the Territorial Army is different. It requires a lot more vigorous training," the 32-year-old told Mstar, the Star's Malay online portal.

"It will certainly help in toughening me up - physically and mentally. It also helps me in understanding the spirit of voluntarism," she added.

Joining her are singer/songwriter Aizat, film producer David Teo, actor Mohd Nor Don, actor Shaheizy Sam, singer/musician Ana Raffali and actress Intan Ladyana.

"When the Defence Ministry offered me the opportunity to be a reservist, I said yes immediately," said Ana, who once dreamed of becoming an army officer.

The celebrities would have to complete 39 hours of training within a year before being commissioned as junior officers.

Their training is expected to start soon.

Photos by Azhar Mahfof
Source: www.mstar.com.my
Published June 17 2011

p/s: ahai cik siti..mana album ni?? lama tunggu~~

My Top 5 Songs...

2011-05-26T23:57:00.003+08:00

This show is just addictive...btw..what's with the homo lover episodes?? baru nak shok tgk cte ni..

Ok..I know... i know..i've been slacking off lately..my last entry was 3 months ago..bila tgk blog kawan2 lain macam blog ain, aini, hakim...aku rasa jeles sebab dah lama giler x update blog aku...

Anhedonia..ini bukan penyakit..this is a term in psychiatry describing about loss of interests in a person..so this is what i have been having for the past few months..ala-ala macam pompuan dengan PMS mereka la..haha..

but hey..I'm back (untuk sekelian kalinya)

So this time i will share with all of you my TOp 5 songs yang sedang giler berlegar2 dalam otak aku skang ni..To those who did not know, i am very choosy when it comes to music..even if it comes from Siti Nurhaliza per say..hoho..

So here it is:
1) Jar of Hearts - Katy Perry
2) Get it right - Lea Michelle from Glee
3) Firework - Lea Michelle (sorry Katy Perry)
4) Loser Like Me - Glee Cast
5) Born This Way - Lady Gaga..

ok..why Jar of hearts??? Coz the song is powerful even without the lyric..the melody stands by itself..call me mello or whatsoever..it is what i preferred. tambah2 pula bila si katy perry ni yang nyanyi..well lea michelle did a great job covering for this song but the soul wasn't there.. placed in the bottom of list is born this way from Gaga..the only reason is because the song is catchy and up beat.. but since the lyric is pro-gay-lesbian..i changed my mind.. but that doesn't change the fact that this so is good!!

just love the songs. i can even visualize how the video clips should be..usually featuring me..hahaha.. anyway..what's yours??

p/s: ain and hakim..i noticed that both of you tagged me in my previous post..so the nest 2 posts will be attributed to both of you..hahaha...

Fall For You

2011-05-25T14:21:00.000+08:00

Malas nak komen pasal malam graduasi ari tuh..dah lapok dah cite tuh..tp have fun listening to this clip... and thanks to those who had helped,..

Alhamdulillah~~

2011-03-03T00:52:00.003+08:00

2 hari lepas..result selanjar 3 keluar..alhamdulillah..ramai yang pas..ramai jugak yang sebaliknya~~

Alhamdulillah, member baik aku lulus dengan cemerlang..aku ucapkan tahniah~ teruskan usaha...insya-allah pro nanti boleh viva~~amin~~

La Tahzan wan...

2011-02-12T01:46:00.003+08:00

La Tahzan..

aku first time dengar perkataan ni time 1st year dulu...Fahmi a.k.a jamboo yang ajar aku..pelik kan?? haha..Aku bukanlah seorang yang fasih dengan bahasa Arab..La Tahzan..atau maksudnya jangan bersedih...

Kenapa manusia bersedih?? Banyak sebab~~ Ada disebabkan oleh kematian seseorang yang disayangi, ada yang disebabkan oleh dipukul orang, ditinggalkan awek dan sebagainya. Aku??

Aku bukannya seorang yang lemah...Sejak daripada kecil lagi aku dilatih untuk menjadi seorang yang berdikari~ Semua benda kena buat sendiri. Sebab aku sulung, semua hal kebajikan adik aku kena jaga~ MAna dorang pergi, dengan sapa dorang berkawan...Pernah sekali tu, ayah rotan aku sebab biarkan adik aku keluar tanpa kebenaran..Hatta takat itu sekali..

Aku tak pernah duduk asrama sebelum ni.Memang zaman persekolahan aku semua berlaku di sekitar kawasan perumahan aku. Bila masuk matrik baru aku duduk asrama..Barulah aku tau, seronoknya duduk asrama. Ada senior, junior..kawan-kawan...serior..aku suka sangat..Kenapalah aku x pilih untuk menetap di sekolah berasrama dulu..

Kenapa? seronokla...aku kan anak sulung, x pernah merasa ada abang..ada kakak..nak main pon ngan kwn2 kat sekolah..balik umah x jumpa dah. bila dok asramala baru nak merasa semua ni..Sbb tu aku sangat pentingkan kwn2 aku..kalo boleh setiap masa makan aku nak join..keluar gi mana aku nak join..lepak kat mana aku pon nak join..

Sedih sangat..bila ada yang rasa aku ni menyibuk sangat~ suka nak amik populariti, x ikhlas bila tolong orang..senang cite suka jaga tepi kain orang la...aku x pernah rasa macam tu..aku tolong orang ikhlas~~

aku ni menyusahkan ke?? ye..memang aku xda lesen..dah 23 tahun xde lesen..nak pergi mana2 susah..tapi aku x pernah menyusahkan orang..kalo nak gi gunting rambut aku joging gi bilal..x pernah mintak tolong sesapa..kalo aku nak beli brg2 persendirian aku keluar pergi mydin ke..nirwana ke sendiri..x pernah tunggu orang hantar aku. kalo aku xde kawan nak makan..aku jalan sorang2 pegi makan...aku ingat pesan mak aku.. jangan suka susahkan orang..

satu je aku mintak..jgn asingkan aku..kalau susah nak bwk aku sekali sebab xde kenderaan cakap..aku x kesah..aku boleh jalan sendiri~~ aku cuma nak keluar dengan kawan2 jer..sebab bukan selalu dapat keluar sama2...sibuk...

Dorang x paham..aku tau...xper..sabar jela..

la tahzan wan~~

Next show please~~

2011-02-07T00:27:00.004+08:00

Glee or gediks~~~ auwww..haha

Sekembalinya daripada membangkaikan diri di rumah...aku dapati otak aku selembap kura-kura di jalanan. Dari tadi dok menguap x abis-abis..padahal rasanya dah terlebih cukup tido..haiyaa...Hazwan..what is wrong with you??? sepak kang baru tau~~

Anyway, I'm sure i'll get the hang of it sooner or later..cuma jangan terlalu malas yaa...mak ayah ko antar suruh belajar, bukan main..haha..

Did I mention about getting involved in this year's graduation night?? yup..aku sudah mention satu kali dalam post yang lepas...haha..Aku salah seorang comittee malam graduasi tahun ini.. Yang syioknyer, aku dengan tidak tahu malunya meng'offer' kan diri untuk me'nyumbang'kan upacara pada malam itu..muahahahaha... Macam biasa aku mestilah collaborate dengan si uda dara aku, Siti Zahirah (habis aku kene bantai pasni)~~ muahahaha...Muka aku lagi yer..yup..saya tahu anda sudah bosan..

Tadi baru habis meeting dengan cik Engku Puan Zahirah tentang pemilihan lagu~~ dan kami sudah decide akan pilih lagu tersebut pada malam itu:

Menjaga Hati by Yuvie & nuno
The only Exception by Paramore
Terlalu Istimewa By Adibah Nor

Bunyi macam gempak..tapai aku x taula jadi mcmana nnti~~ haha..Paramore...???!!! Apa Hazwan ni sudah giler?? haha..

Amacam?? ok x????

Let me know ok??

Back to school...

2011-02-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

Yup...esok sekolah sudah mau bukak~~ Aku pun akan start posting baru, Otorhinolaryngology atau nama mesranya Ear, Nose and Throat..3 minggu je beb..Semua dok cakap posting ni sangat la free. Tapi I will not take it for granted. Since it's 3 weeks, so sepatutnya aku boleh pulun habis posting nih..., Tak mo lagi jadi macam Ophtalmology posting ari tuh...serik..

Apa aku buat time cuti?? Hahaha..membangkaikan diri di rumah. Tak banyak keluar pon. Aku banyak dok umah tengok TV, makan, minum, tengok Anime. Tapi puas siot!! lama dah x boleh wat benda2 macam ni. Di sini aku ingat mengucapkan terima kasih kepada Mohammad Nur Amin, Khairulanam, dan mereka-mereka yang telah memenuhkan external hard disc aku. Sampai nak naik muntah aku tgk movie dan anime kat rumah.. PUAS!!!

Dalam happy2 ni, aku agak terkilan jugak ah~~ Aku ingat kawan baik aku xmo kuar jejalan ngan aku~~ rupanya die sakit~~ adeh~~ Sian betol... dah la x bagitau.,. dok senyap jer macam tuh~~ Dengan ini saya ingin beikrar, takkan lagi bersikap serkap jarang dan penjual ikan *selfish terhadap kawan-kawan saya.. Cepat-cepatlah sembuh yer... Dah nak exam nih~~ Doa banyak2..aku pon tolong doa sekali~~

Baiklah pembaca-pembaca sekalian..I have things to do...till next time k??

p/s: I'm currently looking for any male duet songs for Malam Graduasi PPSP...and still looking for my duet for the night. Any suggestion please do tell me k??? Muah2 xox~~

No mood as usual

2011-02-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

As I thought..It will just be in vain.. I've tried everything....seriously everything...some things are just uncorrectable...

Dia dah balik....hhoho

2011-02-01T10:27:00.003+08:00

Ari ni dia dah sampai KL. Esok mau ajak dia keluar jalan-jalan..tu pon kalau dia sudi la..Sejak dua menjak ni, ntahlah, rasa macam x serapat dulu lagi. Aku dah cuba pelbagai cara, masih lagi macam tu jugak. Aku harap sangat time cuti dapat pulihkan kembali hubungan kami. x suka gado2 lama dengan kwn nie~~ mak pon ckp...hargai kwn tu sebaik mungkin...hoho

Dia dah nak exam..so aku taknak kacau dia sangat. Aku paham, dia pun xnak diganggu. Cuma kadang-kadang aku terkilan. Tu je.. Dahlah..Kita try tengok esok macam mana~~ Happy~~

Maher Zain Inshaallah Malay Version

2011-01-31T21:05:00.001+08:00

Maher Zain...sapa mamat ni beb? hoho..Aku start dengar lagu dia ni bila Solehin mula-mula kenalkan aku dengan lagu dia. Bestla jugak. Cuma sejak dua menjak ni mamat ni jadi makin popular pulak kat Malaysia. Lebih-lebih lagi lepas dia buat konsert kat Malaysia beberapa bulan yang lepas.

Satu yang aku suka dengan versi Melayu ni, teknik nyanyian die, kejelasan setiap patah mamat ni time dia nyanyi lagu popular dia nih. Memang sedap. Key pon kalau x silap lebih tinggi daripada versi asal. Dia pandai improvise beberapa bahagian dalam lagu nih. minta maaf beb, aku memang minat bab-bab vokal nih~~

by the way...thumbs up Maher Zain!! keep on producing beautiful music and at the same time berdakwah to those who listen to his songs..

p/s: one thing I don't like is when he directly translated every single word in this song into Bahasa Melayu. I mean, you're an international singer beb, we expect you to do better than this...

4/5 bintang.. tolak satu bintang tang translation tuh~~

Mau jadi semacho dia..ahaks~

Sahabat di Mesir..

2011-01-31T14:45:00.002+08:00

25 Januari lalu, Malaysia digemparkan dengan rusuhan yang berlaku di Mesir. Frankly speaking, I did not know anything about this until I came back home last Friday. Punyalah kera sumbang aku nih. Dikatakan nasib pelajar-pelajar kita di Mesir di ambang bahaya disebabkan rusuhan tersebut. Ada yang dirogol, rumah kena rompak..memang digambarkan keadaan di sana sangat tegang. Berita Utama TV3 semalam pon ada melaporkan yang penjara-penjara di Mesir sudah dicerobohi dan banduan-banduan kini terlepas.

Ini yang aku dapat daripada salah satu blog yang aku lawati ari ni..Semoga Allah merahmati kawan-kawan di sana. Bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada.

Salam Ariff, saya Nadia, a student in Egypt.

Ariff, kini saya berada di Malaysia kerana pulang untuk winter break, but when I got home, the condition in Egypt somehow got worse about the Hosni Mubarak thingy. Ramai yang sangka keadaan kat sana adalah okay, mengikut kata Jabatan Penuntut Kaherah Mesir dan Kedutaan Malaysia di sana, but there are parts that they don’t know:

Di tempat saya Mansoura, people got killed on the streets, houses are getting robbed and they are aiming to attack Malaysian students. There are about 6000 prisoners on the streets! Pelajar kita di Alexandria dirogol, airport dibakar dan anggota polis tidak lagi menjalankan tugas mereka.

Kita memohon supaya kerajaan Malaysia memandang serius hal ini. Bukan sahaja di Mansoura, malah di seluruh Mesir keselamatan rakyat kita terancam.

Segala update berkenaan keadaan di sana boleh dibaca melalui blog Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita

Jika ada cadangan di luar sana untuk membantu kami mendapatkan perhatian kerajaan Malaysia, sila hubungi Nurul Nadia Binti Md Zin di 017-3193923

Atau melalui:
Facebook: Nuvul Nadiva Dizavch
Twitter: DyyaDizarch
Blog: Nadia-ism
YM: nadia_mdzin2001@yahoo.com

Please let all Malaysians know about this. I will do the same but I need your help too especially to all the bloggers out there. May Allah save our citizens there.

- Nadia

What you can do:

Kalau ada Twitter, retweet this. Aku sengaja mention @NajibRazak dalam tajuk entri supaya everytime orang retweet, akan automatically mention nama dia. Click the retweet button. Lagi banyak, lagi bagus. It show’s that things are really serious there and we care.
Reblog this. Copy paste dan post dalam blog. Time ni memang aku galakkan sangat-sangat untuk korang copy paste.
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p/s: orang Yahudi sukalah tengok kita sesama Muslim ni bergaduh. Aku sedang baca buku Fitnah 2012 karangan Muhammad Nurani Maarif pasal konspirasi Yahudi ni. Maybe aku akan tulis review buku ni dalam entri akan datang.

Kawan..

2011-01-30T21:21:00.004+08:00

Dengan nama Tuhan Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang..

Lama dah x ada masa nak menulis macam ni. Since I'm on holiday and there's no book to be read (at the moment), I've decided to write as much as possible, to fill you in of what had happened to me for the past one year..

Kawan...
Sejak aku tadika lagi aku sangat suka berkawan. Rasanya semua orang tau betapa becoknyer aku..betapa aku suka berborak dengan kawan-kawan aku. Zaman sekolah dulu, aku dengan kawan baik aku, Haris, selalu jer kena pindah tempat sebab selalu sangat bercakap time kelas. Time tu ada la dalam 3-4 kali setahun kami bertukar tempat. Telinga, perut ni dah banyak kali kena pulas dek suka sangat bercakap..haha..

Tapi tu dulu, zaman di mana aku tak ada banyak masalah. Zaman di mana aku dikelilingi banyak kawan. Sekarang ni, sejak aku memilih untuk menceburi bidang perubatan, aku rasa macam sunyi pulak..nak cakap xde kawan..ada..ntahlah..Lagi-lagi sejak aku masuk tahun 4 ni, aku rasa sunyi sangat. Aku x dapat nak kongsi masalah aku dengan orang lain. Kalau dulu makan sama-sama, sekarang ni lebih banyak makan sendiri. agak sedihla..

Ingat lagi time 1st, 2nd, 3rd year dulu. Seronok sangat. Pukul 9 je mesti siap-siap nak gi makan. Time tu jalan kaki pon x kesah, asal ada kawan nak gi makan. Time makan tu la nak cerita apa yang terjadi satu hari, kat kelas ke, kat umah ker.Sangat seronok. Aku x payah cerita banyak, dengar orang cite problem dorunk satu hari pon dah ok. Aku suka sangat dah. Sekarang ni x boleh, nak makan kena ada kenderaan (to some la..not me). Nak tak nak kenalah aku dok sorang2. haha..padan muka. Aku ni jenis yang suka keadaan yang meriah. Aku x kesah orang nak bising, aku still boleh study. Sebab kat umah pon aku ada ramai adik beradik yang bising. Cuma bila xde orang nak bercakap, rasa sunyi sangat. tetiba rasa sedih semacam..giler ke apa aku ni??

Aku paham. Korang semua dah makin besar. Mungkin dah x perlukan aku lagi macam dulu. Dah boleh settlekan masalh sendiri. Dah ada yang plan nak kahwin pon. Aku gembira untuk korang. suka sangat bila dengar cite2 macam ni. Cuma yelah, kadang-kadang tu, nak jugak keluar sama-sama, macam dulu. Ke aku ni membosankan?? Yelah kan..aku x suka tengok bola macam budak lelaki lain, x suka sangat main game. Bolehla cakap aku ni pelik...

Is it difficult to entertain me once in awhile? I can entertain anyone anytime..I can lend my ears and seal my mouth anytime...aku x pernah merungut.

2-3 bulan lepas aku 'silent war' dengan kawan baik aku..xde sapa tau..Aku yang salah. Aku dah minta maaf dan pon.. Aku pon x tau kenapa aku buat macam tu..Maybe I have issues of my own. I mean, who doesn't? What I hope is that nothing will change. I did mistakes once, I'm not gonna repeat it again. Jgn sebabkan tu, lupa semua benda yang kita dah wat sama2 dulu..

Memang mood aku sedih kebelakangan ni. Dengan keadaan orang tua aku yang x berapa sihat, dengan xde kawan lagi nak bercakap. Aku rasa macam dok sorang-sorang jah..haih..

There's it..Aku dah cakap semua dah..Kenapa post aku sedih2 sejak kebelakangan ni..Aku nak enjoy tahun 4 nie..nak rasa seronok..tapi bila keadaan x mengizinkan, aku x dapat nak rasa macam tahun 2-3 dulu....

I guess some people change...but I'll be the same old me...

p/s: these are my friends who always been there for me.. yang berbaju batik tu ustaz aku..bless all of you

Makan Disorder...

2011-01-29T20:15:00.006+08:00

Semua orang suka makan..itu x dapat nak dinafikan...Aku pun suka makan...Makan itu perlu untuk manusia menjalankan kehidupan seharian mereka..

Tapi, satu perangai aku yang buruk..kalau aku dah makan..aku susah nak berhenti..Macam sekarang..duduk kat rumah, sikit-sikit bukak periuk, pintu peti ais..tengok ada makanan ke x...x sampai 10 minit dah pusing balik dapur...

Frankly speaking aku dah ada masalah ni sejak zaman sekolah lagi. Dulu lagi teruk, duit belanja aku habis beli makanan. Study sikit je gi makan. Sampai ada satu waktu tu, berat badan aku naik sampai 67 kg..waktu tu aku darjah 6... Balik kampung sure mesti kena ejek dengan mak cik dan pakcik aku..tembam...sedih aku time tu...

Bila masuk Tingkatan 1, berat badan aku mula turun, tapi that chubbiness masih ada... Bersukan?? Jangan haraplah. Budak2 ni asyik nak ejek aku jer..mana pernah ajak aku main bola...memang time tu low-self esteem giler ah... aku nak join pape aktiviti kat sekolah pon pikir 2-3 kali. last-last aku ponteng kelas PJK atas alasan lelah..padahal aku kecik hati dengan sume orang...

Sebab tu sekarang ni, aku kawal pemakanan aku..memang kadang-kadang x boleh nak kawal..aku pernah naik berat badan 2 kg dalam masa hari jer.. tapi nak wat macamana?? kawan baik aku sendiri pernah cakap aku buncit time first year dulu..lagila aku x boleh tahan...

So, moralnya di sini, jangan biarkan apa yang orang cakap mempengaruhi hidup kita macam yang pernah terjadi pada aku.. Aku dah sia-siakan usia zaman persekolahan aku menghiraukan apa orang sekeliling aku cakap. Kepada mereka yang berlebihan berat badan, keluarlah bersukan, binalah badan anda, mulakan dengan perlahan-lahan. Anda xkan berubah selagi masih takut untuk mencuba...

p/s: I'm eating while writing this..malam ni kompem takut pikir badan sudah gemuk..call me Body Dysmorphic Disorder..i don't care...it's just who I am..time kasihla pada mereka2 yang buat aku jadi macam ni~~

Bila Cinta

2011-01-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

27 je orang view...sedey giler...nak gakz jadi macam yuna ke..ana rafali ke..ahaks~

Me Again Amigos~~

2011-01-28T17:03:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah..

Pagi ni baru sampai dari Kelantan..bas lewat satu jam semalam..penat tunggu sorang-sorang kat stesen bas.. hoho..tapi puas sebab dapat jumpa mak, ayah..lama x jenguk dorunk...

Lama kan tak tulis kat sini?? Bukan merajuk..cuma malas dan kesempitan waktu... Ada banyak cerita yang berlaku sejak setahun yang lepas.. Aku kini lebih matang, lebih yakin dengan apa yang aku lakukan... Cuma ada beberapa perkara yang aku rasa x patut untuk diluahkan dan dipamerkan untuk bacaan umum. Cukup aku katakan..I've had my time..Let bygones be bygones...

Rama yang bertanya, kenapa status aku di Facebook seakan-akan orang yang sedang bersedih...Percayalah..apa yang aku tulis benar belaka...Aku xkan tulis hanya untuk mendapatkan perhatian ramai. Aku xda Histrionic Personality Disorder..haha..

Kenapa aku tulis begitu?? Biarlah Allah dengan aku sahaja yang tahu...

Well guys..I'm back..Lets celebrate it together...

Home Sweet Home...

2009-12-26T15:44:00.005+08:00

20th Disember 2009

I was eating at McB alone, since most of my friends were on holiday that time, leaving me all alone. The place was as crowded as usual, though there was no football game that day (well..McB IS the actual hang out place when there is any football match). Just as soon as I wanted to eat my dinner, my phone rang. Well...my mom actually called. I thought it was just like any other day, you see, I haven't been able to call my mom the last few weeks since I'm having a tight budget. I'd never thought that call was something important! My father was admitted in the hospital due to Dengue!!!

Dengue??????

"Mak, rumah banyak nyamuk ke??" that question spontaneously came out. "Mana ada, tempat keje ayah ko la" mom said. (ya rite...well, let me be honest..rumah saya banyak nyamuk...sebab saya x balik..kompem adik2 ku yang 'rajin' xnak tolong mak bersihkan umah!!)

I asked my mom to be calm..coz I knew, if dengue was detected early (like in my father's case)..the prognosis was usually good. I told my mom that I'd be back home IF I am able to do so..

Frankly speaking, I'd really on a tight budget right now. FAMA, as the name suggests, has been 'sponsoring' ever since in the early month. Maluuu sangat nak mintak mak duit tambang balik.. My mom told me not to spend my money on unnessesary things..Well..I just bought a Reader's Digest..Something that my mom considers as 'the unnessesary thing' a few weeks ago..So, to tell my mom that I'm running out of money was like to get a death sentence from her..

I WAS very frustrated that time. I knew nothing about dengue, it's treatment, it's pathogenesis and whatsoever. Arghhh... What sould I do..

In times of needs, you best friends are the best person to go to. Seriously, I was almost pennyless at that time. I was thinking of asking my sis, but then again..aku jugak yang selalu kene pau ngan die..mana die ada duit..

Alhamdulillah, my best friend helped me at times I thought I could never get any help..

Thank YOu so much!!!! Only Allah can repay you back...

Nasib baik..When I got back home..Ayah had already been discharged..Kesian ayah..Badan ayah kurus sangat..(well..he IS well known for his central obesity..no offence yah)..baru berapa hari je ayah masuk hospital..Tangan ayah lebam...Aku tanya ayah..sakit ke tangan? Siapa yang cucuk tangan ayah sampai macam ni..Ayah just said, never you mind. Medical students, biasala tuh

(gulp!)

I'm heading back to Kelantan tonight. I don't know when I'll be able to return back home. Bukan xnak balik..tapi keadaan tak mengizinkan. Sometimes I become jelous when some of my friends are able to go back home whenever they want. But then again..You are YOU..They are THEY. Two different people with different perspective..

Be yourself, jaga diri baik2..ayahku pesan..

Baik AYAH!!

Jaga diri...

p/s: I've gained few kilos during my stay at home. Mom's cooking is something I CAN'T resist.

Terima kasih..

Tak kusangka..

2009-12-17T12:30:00.002+08:00

Pernah tak kebaikkan yang korang lakukan disalah ertikan?

Sedih kan??

Betul cakap kawan aku masa zaman sekolah menengah dulu ckp...jgn terlalu baik..nnti kene pijak kepala sendiri..

Itula yang aku rasa sekarang nie..

Salah ke jadi baik?? Mak aku selalu pesan..buat baik dengan orang lain..nnti akan dibalas dengan kebaikkan..

Bak lirik lagu Joget Pahang..

Melenggang hai melenggang
Dengan tali lenggang..
Kalau baik hati
Nanti orang pun sayang..

Salah ke pantun orang Melayu dulu-dulu??

Sedih kan bila disalah anggap sedemikian rupa..

Dulu kawan..sekarang bila jumpa... pandang hina dengan kita???

Sayang kan persahabatn yang terjalin..rosak macam tu je??

....................

Esok exam!!

2009-12-14T00:30:00.003+08:00

Aku tak ramai kawan baik kat dunia nie.. Setahu aku aku cuma ada beberapa nama jer yang terlintas di fikiran bila dengar perkataan ni. Jadi, aku tak kisahlah orang nak ejek aku ke.. nak pandang serong aku ke..sebab bagi aku..mereka inilah sebahagian hidup aku, dan mereka menerima aku seadanya.

Maka dengan itu, aku mengucapkan selamat maju jaya, selamat menjawab soalan peperiksaan Selanjar 1 kepada kawan aku yang seorang ni, Muhammad Nur Amin Bin Kalil dan kawan2 aku yang sewaktu dengannya seperti Anam, K-rol, Wei kahuna, Faiz dan banyak lagi yang tak tersenarai di sini.

Berdoa dan tawakal la lepas berusaha. Aku yakin kamu boleh berjaya!

Here I am again.

2009-11-27T00:08:00.003+08:00

It's now 2.42pm , I am sitting alone in this room, wondering, what am I going to write today? Will it be the non-stopping rain that currently keeps me hidden underneath m blanket, or will it be something about my experience troughout this week? hmmm... It's been a long time since I wrote my last entry, and I hate to admit that my writing skill is a little bit 'off' these days. Why did I take such a long time to fill in my blog? (some of you might ask) My answer is simple. I AM LAZY!!!

Right at this moment, i am still searching for the right words to use in this entry. And oh Gosh!! It's not as simple as I thought. I am not an English speaker, and I seldom use English in my daily lives. So, everytime I want to write something here, it would take such a long time just to describe what I want to say. Maybe that is one of the reasons why I seldom update my blog.

A few days ago, I visited some of my friends' blogs, and I noticed something that caught my attention. I forgot how much I love to write during my school time and how much writing had affected me. I remembered the first time I wrote in this blog, I promised that I would update as much as possible. Look what happened now?

sigh...what a shame..

Remembering the old days...

2009-06-22T20:35:00.005+08:00

Ini adik-adikku..macamana nasib mereka kelak?

Pagi aku hari ini bermula seperti pagi-pagi yang biasa...Bangun pukul 6 untuk sembahyang subuh..kemudian kembali ke katil untuk menyambung tidur yang ditinggalkan sebentar tadi..memang tiada apa yang istimewa. Tetapi, tepat jam 10 pagi..ayah mengejutkan aku daripada tidur yang AMAT nyeyak (perkataan amat ditekankan menunjukkan i was VERY irritated!! haha). Ayah cakap: wan..kau pergi sekolah, ambilkan kad laporan a.k.a report card adik kau. Ayah tak sempat nak pergi sebab kena cepat masuk kerja... Dalam keadaan mamai, aku setuju sahaja dengan arahan ayah tanpa banyak soal. Beberapa minit selepas itu, aku baru sedar...aku dipermainkan oleh bapa sendiri..waaaaaa...(ayah memang licik..dia tahu kalau dia nak minta tolong aku..mesti dalam keadaan aku sedang mamai..)..

Nak tak nak..aku terpaksa bersiap sedia untuk ke sekolah. Lama dah aku tak menjejakkan kaki ke sekolah lama aku... Dah cantik dah rupanya sekolah ni...Kali terakhir aku berada di sini adalah 6 tahun yang lepas..itu pun sebab temankan mak aku ambil kad laporan adik perempuan aku. haha.. Sungguh sadis..dulu aku yang menunggu ketibaan mak dan ayah aku..sekarang aku pulak yang mengambil kad laporan untuk adik aku..tak ramai cikgu yang aku kenal di sini.. Ustazah Supinah, Cikgu Wan, Cikgu Syed Nizam antara yang aku terserempak pagi tadi. Aku tegur, tapi mereka dah tak ingat dengan aku..haha.. seperti biasa..aku memang 'low-profile' masa zaman sekolah rendah aku (ye ke?)

Banyak yang cikgu komen pasal adik aku.. Dia dapat no 26..dari jauh aku boleh nampak kad laporannya dicatit dengan warna merah..oh tidaaakkk!!! tidak perlulah aku beritahu matapelajaran apa..Aku sendiri..kalau gagal dalam mana-mana matapelajaran (which i never..haha) aku berasa sangat malu. Lain pulak dengan adik aku yang seorang ni..Tersengih-sengih..macam seronok pulak..sigh..apa nak jadi ni Akmal..

Sekarang baru aku tahu perasaan mak dan ayah aku bila anaknya gagal dalam sebarang subjek..baru adik tuh..belum anak lagi... Cikgu cakap..adik aku susah nak buat ayatlah..kerja matematik selalu tak siap..banyak bercakap dalam kelas (yang ni aku tak boleh nak komen..memang ada dalam genetik)...

Sekarang bukan masa untuk menuding jari terhadap adik aku seorang saja. Mak dan ayah sangat sibuk...Tinggal kami abang-abang dan kakak-kakaknya sahaja yang tinggal untuk menolong adikku yang seorang ni. Dulu, masa zaman sekolah rendah..aku suka baca Siri Hadi..Siri Salma, cerita Hikayat dan pelbagai lagi. Sekarang..adikku lebih gemar meluangkan masanya dengan permainan komputer dan tengok TV.....kalau dulu aku cukup takut kalau tak siapkan kerja rumahku, sekarang meninggalkan kerja rumah macam sudah menjadi perkara rutin dalam hidup adik aku..

Entahlah, mungkin sebab ini adikku yang paling bongsu..paling manja (lepas aku la beb..mana boleh lawan..haha)..sebab itu perangainya kian menjadi-jadi.. Aku sebenarnya lebih suka mengambil pendekatan 'wait and see'. Aku lebih suka kalau adik aku membuat kesilapan..dan belajar daripada kesilapan itu. itu lebih baik daripada memberitahunya apa yang patut dibuat dan apa yang tidak patut dibuat.. Tapi, kalau tak ada kesedaran untuk memperbaiki kesilapan..macam mana nak belajar?

Susah kan jadi abang? Nak ditolong dia cakap kita menyibuk, tak ditolong, adik kita...Sigh..

Dik..rajinla sikit..haha

Taggy tag..

2009-06-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm...Aku tak tahulah nak cakap apa..nak cakap terima kasih kerana 'mengisi' masa lapang aku tak jugak..nak cakap best jawab soalan ni, tak jugak...layan jela..

1)Beside ur lips,where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
My Cheeks..haha..tempat mak selalu cium..hoho

2)How did u feel when u woke up this morning?
Rasanya tak pagi kot..pukul 12 masih dianggap pagi ke? wawawa

3)Who was the last person / people you took photo with?
Pali dan Iqbal..Sebilik dengan mereka memang cukup menjadikan anda gila..wawawa

4)Would u consider urself spoiled?
Sentiasa..hoho

5. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Ramai je kot..sampai orang panggil aku kasanova..wawawa

6. Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope..not that 'evil' enough

7. What does your last text message say ?
from azimah: wan..tolong tengokkan plan celcom broadband untuk aku..

8. What are you thinking right now ?
Bilalah sakit gigi ni nak hilang? aduh..takda sesapa ke nak ajak aku keluar ni..sangat bosan..

9. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Not just someone..i think i'm starting to miss school..sigh..manusia memang tak pernah puas..

10. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
pukul 3 kot..duh..bukan tu memang masa budak medic tidur ke? I am still adjusting myself to my house sleeping time..which is 11pm..Tidaaak!! awalnya tidur!!

11. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Rantau Panjang..murah je..wawawa

12. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yup..don't ask who..

13. Who was the last person who text you ?
Azimah..my long lost friend..hoho

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.
1. Zahirah Ardy
2. Hakim kun
3. Ruby
4. Andy
5. Panjang
6. Faza
7. Fahmi Jamboo
8. Li Jia
9. Incik Naxeef
10. Akmal (p)

14. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
Ada meh?

15. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Perempuan...kot..wawwawa

16. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Akan kiamatlah dunia..hoho

17. What is no.1 studying about?
Study pasal gigi kot..haha

18. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Tak detail la soalan ni..

19. Is no.4 single?
Kalau si no 4 ni dah berpunya..akulah orang pertama akan bertepuk tangan..wawawa

20. Say something about no. 2.
Hakim sangat kacak..wawawa

21. What do you think about no.3 & no.5 being together?
Sorang giler business..sorang lagi kuat cakap..hmmm..bley sangat la tuh

22. Describe no.9.
A mysterious guy with spiky hair..ke dah kene cantas dah sekarang ni? hoho

23. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Tengok je kot..kompem si fahmi kene lenyek punya..wawawa

24. Do you like 8?
That hot little babe? who doesnt? wawwawa

25. How about 10?
pasal akmal ni tak boleh cakap lebih2..nanti 'hubby' dia marah..wawawa

p/s: haha..aku sangat terhibur menjawab soalan 'shial' ini..wawawawa..haa..yang 10 ekor tu..jangan tak buat yer..

Kesakitan yang amat...

2009-06-20T00:18:00.003+08:00

Aduh..sakitnya...

Orang cakap dalam banyak-banyak sakit..sakit gigi adalah yang paling tak boleh tahan (orang cakapla..haha)...Lama dah aku tak merasa kesakitan sebegini. aduh...sakitnya Allah jela yang tahu..

Kenapa ini berlaku? Bak kata doktor-gigi-dalam-progresi atau lebih dikenali Ira..kemungkinan besar ini disebabkan gigi 3rd molar aku nak keluar? waaa.. Tumbuh gigi lagi ke? Dahlah doktor cakap gusi aku n dah 'sesak' sangat. Tengok sahaja barisan gigi aku yang 'lawa'..haha.. Ira cakap ia akan mengambil masa seminggu..baru elok..Ya Allah..sminggu ke? sesaat pun aku rasa tak boleh tahan..

Tidak mengapa..nak buat macam mana..benda dah jadi..

Ada sesiapa kat sini ada 'pain killer'?

p/s: aku ni penakut nak jumpa doktor gigi..wawawa

Gembirakah aku..atau patutkah aku takut?

2009-06-18T20:05:00.005+08:00

Hari ini pagi aku bermula pada 11.45pg (pagikah itu? haha).. Aku pun pelik...Kenapala masa cuti ini waktu tidur aku jadi sangat panjang??(pelikkah ini? haha)...Apa-apa pun..cerita pada kali ini bukan berkisar tentang waktu bangun atau waktu tidur aku..tapi berkenaan dengan keputusan peperiksaan yang baru saja keluar..panas lagi beb..macam baru keluar oven..

Pali telefon aku kira-kira pukul 11.45 tadi..siot tol..aku masih lagi dibuai mimpi..haha..kalau diikutkan hati memang tak mau angkat langsung..tapi..yelah kan..Pali..tak diangkat..dicakapnye kita sombong..hoho..

Alhamdulillah..Pali dan Iqbal membawa khabar berita baik untuk aku..Berbaloi jugak bangun untuk dia..haha.. Macam mana keputusan aku? Cukup aku nyatakan di sini, ia memuaskan hati aku. Dapat gred apa? itu tidak penting. Yang penting, aku lulus dan kawan-kawan aku pun lulus. Alhamdulillah, ramai di antara kami yang lulus. Walaupun ada geng aku yang terkandas, tapi itu bukan satu alasan untuk menjadi rendah diri. Percayalah, aku pernah berada di tempat korang..

Bagi kami yang lulus ini, ini bukan masa untuk bersuka ria. Malah, lulus peperiksaan pada kali ini memerlukan kita untuk bekerja dengan lebih keras lagi. Dulu, Allah uji aku dengan memberikan aku kegagalan. Kini, Allah uji lagi sekali..tapi bukan dengan kegagalan..tapi dengan kejayaan. Yup..lulus peperiksaan juga satu ujian..

Mampukah aku untuk meneruskan kerja keras ku selama ini? Mengambil sepotong ayat daripada seseorang yang amat aku kagumi: Mencipta kejayaan bukan mudah, tetapi mengekalkan kejayaan itu lagi sukar..(ok..ini ayat Siti..tapi tak salahkan aku mengagumi cara dia mengekalkan kejayaannya?)

Persoalannya kini, patutkah aku bergembira dengan keputusan kali ini..atau patutkah aku berasa takut..takut menjadi takbur dengan nikmat-Nya?

p/s: terima kasih diucapkan kepada Pali dan Uncle Bell sebab tolong 'usha'kan keputusan peperiksaan aku..tahniah juga pada kalian sebab turut lulus dalam peperiksaan kali ini

Kenangan mengimbau kembali..

2009-06-17T14:14:00.010+08:00

HICOM

Segalanya bermula hampir setahun yang lalu...aku tiba-tiba diminta untuk menjadi bidan terjun menggantikan kawan baik aku dalam mengendalikan sebuah projek..Projek itu, Seminar Kecemerlangan SPM 2009. kenapa aku? sampai sekarang aku masih tertanya-tanya...

Tapi, bagi aku..apa yang berlaku pasti ada sebabnya. Aku masih lagi teringat kata-kata solehin masa tu: Segala yang berlaku ada maknanya tersendiri..memang dah tertulis dan kita cuma perlu lakukan yang terbaik.. Masa tu aku cakap..easier said than done..haha

Selama lebih satu tahun, aku bersama-sama AJK aku bertungkus lumus untuk menjadikan SKSPM kali ke-15 ini satu realiti...Walaupun dah 15 tahun projek ni berlangsung..tapi kali ni, tak sama langsung dengan projek2 sebelumnya. Berbekalkan modal sebanyak ~RM1980, aku tertanya-tanya, mampukah projek ini berjalan seperti biasa? Cuba bayangkan projek bernilai RM30000 ini dimulakan dengan modal hanya RM1000..?? Susah kan? Itulah yang aku rasakn pada mulanya. Takut..bukan takut x cukup duit, tapi takut..mampukah aku menggalas tanggungjawab yang berat ni.

Alhamdulillah..aku dikelilingi oleh kawan-kawan yang sangat memahami, kawan-kawan yang sanggup membanting tulang untuk bersama-sama menjayakan program ni. Walaupun dihujani pelbagai masalah..masalah exco, masalah duit, masalah sekolah, sebut je..banyak sangat masalah, tapi alhamdulillah..semua tu dapat diselesaikan satu persatu..

Bermati-matian aku pertahankan..boleh wan..boleh wan..sampai ada satu takat tu, aku rasa macam dah tak mampu nak pegang projek ni...nak exam lagi, nak layan HEP lagi, BTN lagi..arghhh..sampai aku terpaksa bodohkan diri aku..buat tak tahu pasal SKSPM untuk beberapa ketika..tak ramai yang tahu pasal benda ni..sebab aku senyapkan saja.

Nasib baik, segalanya mula berjalan lancar seminggu sebelum SKSPM berlangsung. Aku suka melihat ramai yang mahu untuk membantu menjayakan program ini. Terus terang aku cakap, aku terharu dengan komitmen yang diberikan. Aku ini ego orangnya. Aku anak sulung. Sejak kecil lagi aku dilatih untuk berdikari..selesaikan masalah sendiri..jangan ska mengharapkan orang lain. Jadi, bila berlakunya masalah-masalh tertentu, aku lebih suka untuk cuba menyelesaikannya sendiri. Aku akui..itu kelemahan aku..EGO..

Orang sudah mula hilang kepercayaan dengan aku. Sampai ada yang secara peribadi jumpa dengan aku untuk memnta supaya dikeluarkan daripada SKSPM. Katanya, dia takut dengan program ni, takut ia tidak dapat berjalan seperti yang diharapkan. Dalam kata lain, dia takut aku akan menyebabkan kehancuran program ni. Semua ini berlaku tak lama sebelum aku exam. Aku sangat pening, aku sangat stress..Apa yang patut aku lakukan?

Semasa peperiksaan sedang berlangsung..sekali lagi aku diuji...Sumber terbesar kewangan kami, BTN tidak mampu untuk menaja kami sebanyak rm7000..Apa ni? Hari itu dah janji kan?? Kenapa?? Banyak sangat persoalan yang bermain di fikiran aku waktu itu. Mana nak cari duit sebanyak rm7000 dalam 2 minggu? Dahla semua orang tengah cuti. Sekali lagi aku mendiamkan diri. Membatukan diri..menganggap semua masalah ni akan hilang bila aku bangun dari tidur. Haha.. Ia tak semudah yang disangkakan.. Banyak perancangan yang terpaksa dirombak. Aku terpaksa bermesyuarat dengan Aza dan Madihah sahaja, memandangkan HICOM lain semua telah lama berada di rumah masing-masing..

Itulah indahnya bermesyuarah..walaupun tidak dapat kata putus, tapi aku rasa, sedikit beban telah diangkat daripada bahu aku. Masalah tadi dapat ditangguh buat sementara waktu. Peperiksaaan menjelang..dan selain daripada soalan peperiksaan yang sangat mencabar, aku diuji dengan banyak lagi masalah...Sekali lagi..aku membatukan diri bagi memberi laluan kepada peperiksaan aku.

Secara peribadi..pengalaman bekerja dengan HICOM dan exco aku adalah sebuah pengalaman yang cukup indah. Walaupun dengan pelbagai masalah yang timbul di saat-saat akhir, berkat kerjasama yang ditonjolkan oleh rakan-rakan semua membantu untuk menjayakan program ini. Aku ingat lagi macam mana Atiq sanggup memberi laluan kepada orang lain dulu sebelum dia sendiri makan..aku ingat lagi, macamana Anam, Iqbal, Azmir bertungkus-lumus sehingga pukul 3 pagi menyiapkan backdrop..walaupun mereka ada kelas keesokkan harinya, T, yang tak putus-putus menghubungi sekolah bagi memastikan projek ini ada pesertanya..aku ingat lagi..macamana Aza berkorban keretanya untuk dipakai sepanjang program berlangsung...Aku ingat lagi, Amin sampai tidur dengan baju yang dipakainya sepanjang hari akibat kepenatan mengendalikan program..aku ingat lagi..banyak lagi peristiwa lain..yang kalau aku senaraikan semuanya disini..boleh mengambil masa yang lama untuk membacanya..aku ingat lagi..dan aku akan ingat buat selama-lamanya. Cuma Allah sahaja yang dapat membalas jasa kamu semua..Amin..

Biarlah apa pun orang nak kata, SKSPM ni miskin la, SKSPM ni projek terpinggir la..aku ni tak berkelayakan la..tapi bagi aku..inilah projek yang kita sama-sama usahakan..dan inilah projek yang aku akan kenang selagi hayat dikandung badan. Aku belajar banyak sepanjang mengendalikan projek ini. Dan kebanyakkannya aku belajar daripada anak buah aku sendiri. Terima kasih kerana mengajar aku banyak perkara.

Secara peribadi..aku tak malu untuk mengatakan..yang aku sayang kamu semua..May Allah bless you all..

Terimalah persembahan daripada kami...Credits to Pali,the guitarist....Menjadi Diriku

I've been tagged!! Damn it!!!

2009-03-15T21:16:00.007+08:00

I can't believe I'm actually saying this.. Aku bersyukur di tagged!!! Why? Coz id it wasnt due to the tag from our dearly Cik Ain Sabrina (Siapla ko lepas ni!!)..I would have never thought of writing something in my blog..haha...Bila tengok bila last time aku tulis blog..rupa-rupanya sebulan yang lepas..Masya-Allah..lama giler beb.. memang sah pemalas aku ni.. Lately, I've been asked by some of my friends..wan..bila nak update blog..And I was like..ya..ya..tunggula beb..sibukla..Haha.. It was actually partially true.

Why? This might answer you question:

Currently struggling with my studies
Internet sangatla slow membuatkan 'kasih sayang' aku terhadap Rasid KB semakin dalam..(uwekk)
Busy with my SKSPM which currently bit stressed up since got some problems with it..
Clerking case whatsoeva

I can put a thousand and one reasons why this and why that, but the true reason is..I AM a bit lazy lately..hahaha...I just can't see how a medical student like me..can juggle up with studies and all these activities at the same time..If you have the formula, feel free to tell me..I'll share it with others. Frankly speaking, I'm still trying to cope with the current situation, and so does my frenz. May Allah reveal the true way of managing problems like this..

So, what's been going on in USMKK?? 4 letters..M.A.N.Y!!! Well..for someone who doesnt write for about a month..of coz I have tons of stories to reveal..Unfortunately, one thing that I learn during my departure is that, never write too long as it will bore your readers. Let's just keep some of it later.

The latest issue might be the 'transformation of USM students towards Internalization (I don't even sure this word exists!!). What the heck is this?

Well...Basically, 'some' of us might think that in order to become International, we need to start using English as a medium of communication. These 'some of us' never thought, that even by using our native language, we can bring ourselves towards excellence. It's only the matter of we want it or not? If we don;t want it, no matter how well you speak other language, you still can't bring yourself forward. It's a bit awkward for a person who doesnt really use English in his/her daily lives, to conduct a meeting (for example) fully in English. Gladly to highlight here, I am not condemning anyone, as I agree with the idea of using English more in your daily lives. But using English as a way to become International?? I don't think so...Don;t use language as a barrier to become International whatsoeva. Almost all the developed countries in this world do not even use English to become so-called International. As I mentioned just now, it depends on the individual whether they want it or not to bring themselves forward.

But I never said I didnt like the idea at all. For me, if it is compulsory to conduct a meeting in English, or if it compulsory to make an announcement in English, I will highly support it. Why? Coz in that way, we can improve our English. By using it more often then only we can speak better. I've experienced it before during my school-time and it did help me. Cuma sejak kebelakangan ni, jarang guna English, tu yang agak berkarat skit bila nak speaking omputih. So, yup, it's a thumbs up if we use English in meetings and lectures to improve our language. But to bring ourselves towards International? Now that's rubbish!!

So, I think that's all for now..Eh wait..lupa plak kena tag tadi..

here's the instruction:

1. Go to your photos folder in your computer.
2. Go to the 6th folder of photos.
3. Go to the 6th picture in that folder.
4. Put the picture on your blog and describe about it.
5. Invite six friends to join the challenge.

6. Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged.

...ok..ok..I know this picture is a bit scary hoho..Well..I'm not good with kids. They though I'm a walking freak show!! haha.. Anyway, This is me with a boy during my visit in Kg Seberang Kastam. Anak cikgu die ni.. nakal..sebab time nak kur die..die lari plak..hoho..

So I tag:

Ira
Zahid
Faza
Huda Telinga
Hakim Kun..

Welcome to this world bebeh...

2009-02-05T21:43:00.004+08:00

It's true what some people say...Miracles DO happen in front of your naked eyes..You just have to look for it very carefully..Today..I was fortunate enough to see the miracle myself..And it was the sweetest thing I've ever seen in my whole life...

Some people thought, money is the essence of life. Without money, they can't survive. Without money, they can't be themselves. Our eyes have been blinded all this years by the fact that 's wealth is way more important than other thing..it's certainly wrong...

Live your life...

That's a quotation that my teacher used to say to me.. In fact.. until now, I don't really know how exactly am I gonna live my life. Being busy in this hectic world kinda make me forget what is actually important in my life.. Yesterday meeting..hari ni meeting..lusa meeting..mengalahkan YB..But the fact is..It's something that I need to do..Responsibility is something that I need to cherish,yet, it's still something which is very difficult to do..

Today, my pal, Pali, came to the lecture hall bursting out a great news..Remember my former roomate, Abang Ayien and his beautiful wife, Kak Anne? Maybe the picture below can brush up our memories. I'm not going to talk about his wedding, which was the cutest wedding I've ever attend (well..cik abang kita ni tak nampak macam laki org pon, kecik jer..tak sangka dah kawin..haha)..Instead, I'm gonna talk about his newly born son, Isaac Dani Azam, which was delivered safely this morning, weighed about 2.84kg.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......best giler!!!!

(well..maybe this is kinda exegerating, but still..I was damn excited..macam aku punyer anak plak..wakaka)..

Satu kuliah aku tak dapat tumpukan perhatian... Asyik dok pikir, macam mana rupa baby tu? elah kan, Abg Ayien ngan Kak Anne kan comey, baby dorunk mestila 100x lagi comey, lepas dikuasa duakan oleh kecomelan keluarga mereka (apasal asyik dok cite pasal comel ni?)...wawawawa

So, to shorten up the story, I went to 2 Topaz ward immideately after the lecture, together with Pali, Nik and Mr Onn (sibuk jer!!)..haha..Seronoknyer tengok baby tu..Comey nak mampos!! Arghhhh...I love baby so much!!!! Ni yang nak cari bini cepat2 ni?

Abg Ayien n Kak Anne were kinda shocked bile tgk kitaorg yang jakun ni..wakakaka...(duh..takkanla nak seronok bila tgk org tiba2 menerpa tgk anak kita..wakakak)..

The thing here is, it's good to see something miracle like newly born baby sometimes. Btul apa Allah cakap, baby ni suci daripada sebarang dosa..Sebab tu bila tgk baby, tenang hati ni..Sedih gak bila pikir kekadang ni..kita terlalu pentingkan dunia sampai lupakan siapa sebenarnya yang mencipta kita..Kelahiran adik Isaac, menyedarkan aku tentang kebesaran Allah..kalau tak banyak pon, sedikit jadilah...

I hope that the happy couple can live a better life in the future...Moga2 adik Isaac menjadi seorang yang beramal soleh dan menarik ibu bapanya masuk ke dalam syurga.Amin..

p/s: sempat lagi abg Ayien gurau: wan..bila nak kawin? wawawawa..Ada sesapa nak kawin ngan aku x? wakakaka

Old Buddy Coming For A Visit(^_^)

2009-02-02T00:41:00.007+08:00

Alia..the 1st from left

hahaha..I feel a lot better now..(duh..sampai bila nak depress?)

Hey, guess what? My old mate from primary school is coming here in Kelantan!! WOw!!! That's great! She'll be coming here in about two weeks for exchange students programme of UNIMAS..haha...sanggup dia bayar rm300++ to see this so called apex university..Hope you dont feel dissappointed..

By the way, her name is Siti Alia Bt Abdullah a.k.a Cik Yaya a.k.a budak nakal (that's what mrs Azamimma called her)..Haha..long time no see Cik Yaya ooiii...U'r present? hoho..I thought u'd never asked..Ada ni..tinggal nak bagi jer...

Alang-alang datang Kelantan tu, bwkla ole2 cik yaya ooii...nak gak rasa buah tangan dari Sarawak..hoho

By the way..I saw this ads a few days ago, but somehow it got stripped off today..Anyway..Nak masuk ke tak??? Hmmmmm.... Apa kata anda?

New life..new me..

2009-01-31T00:18:00.011+08:00

Lama rasanya aku x pegang papan kekunci laptop aku ni..Bukan merajuk..bukan memencilkan diri..tapi aku nak mengumpulkan kekuatan setelah jatuh gedebuk tempoh ari...bukan jatuh beskal ek? Tapi jatuh motivasi diri aku ni sikit....

Hmmm...some people might say..ala..baru sikit tu wan..takkan dah nak give up kot..well..it sounds true..and it is true..but easier said than done..for a person who never experienced something like that, ia adalah satu tamparan yang hebat bagi aku..Macam yang aku pernah cerita dulu..aku ni ego sikit..too egoistic to actually believe that things like that can happen to me..cuma tinggal masa jer..btol..memang btol..

I have to admit that..it was difficult to face my parents when i went back home a few days ago..Macam dah mencontengkan arang kat atas muka mak bapak aku...tapi mak ngan ayah tetap macam dulu..percayakan aku 100%..well.. it's great when your parents give total freedome to you..but sometimes..i do need to be treated like a small child..yang mana mak ngan ayah selalu dok perhatikan apa aku wat sepanjang ari..

What i do learn during the holidays is that..there are so many people out there that love me..that care about me soo much..and for that..I will not lose hope..For these people...I will stand tall..as long as I am able to breath in this world..

Kawan-kawan sume sangat memahami...though they lack of expressions..biasala..laki kan, mana reti nak feeling2 ni..but deep in their hearts..I know they were trying to cheer me up..and for that..I thank you..Bila pikir balik..apala sangat kegagalan aku kali ni..dorunk rasa 10x lagi teruk dari aku..

Looking at my old folks at home..I realized, I need to stay alive as a medical student..Hey! siapa cakap blaja medik ni senang? No pain no gain ok?? (i've been telling myself that, and yet, I'm still typing and not studying..haha)

So..what am I waiting for? Go burn the midnight oil..study..study!!!

p/s: I love my buddies sooo much..I love my family sooo much..Thank to you guys..I am okay now..

Pemenang Nasyid MPI..atas permintaan ramai..wawawa..

Tuhan Mahu Tunjukkan Sesuatu

2009-01-19T18:44:00.004+08:00

Maybe aku ni alpa..

Maybe aku ni sombong.

Maybe aku ni dah rasa bagus sangat..

Maybe that..maybe this..What ever it is..It's already happened..Yeah..This time it hits me really bad. Today is just another chapter in my life..Tomorrow is a new hope..

For as long as I remembered, I am the luckiest guy ever, I have almost all the things that I want. Today..God shows..I'm just an ordinary person..And this ordinary person is nothing but a normal human being..

God plans what best for us..I have nothing against His will...What's happened has happened..Time to gather back my strengh..try to turn over a new leaf..time to let bygones be bygones..

Will I ever recover? That's a question I could never answer...

Poo Lee Tick Camp Pus ....

2009-01-15T12:33:00.007+08:00

Apa kebendenya tu???

hoho..I got this from Zahid and I thought it would be a catchy title for my latest entry..Poo Lee Tick Camp Pus atau dalam bahasa mudahnya Politik Kampus adalah sesuatu perkara yang menjadi bualan mahasiswa mahasiswi universiti tempatan seantero Malaysia di kala ini. The same goes here in USMKK, but the excitement may be a little bit less compared to Induk..

Before this, i did not care a bit about this political stuff, coz I don't like it and I want to stay as far as possible from it. But I know, it's something that you can't avoid. My dad loooves politic so much, so do some of my friends. Since this time, the campus politics are involving two of my best friends getting into this league of easy-to-make-dosa-coz-tak-jalankan-tanggungjawab thingy, I realized, it is something that I need to take note of.

Muhammad Fadhli B. Rusli a.k.a. Pali is one of them. It was not a surprise since I know the guys in our batch who did not fail any Selanjar is countable. A very happy-go-lucky yet annoying person (sometimes) is what describes best this person. Wat pape keje pon mesti nak wat lawak.penat gak gado ngan budak ni..Yup..That's my Pali..

Muhammad Razzi B. Masani a.k.a Razzi a.k.a my papa...another person whom I knew from the beginning of my journey in Kelantan. We've been doing things together in so many activities ever since Minggu Suai Kenal. A person with great vision and creative thinking, but lacks of social skill especially when speaking to his collegues.. Anyhow..That's my Razzi..

Like it or not, they are already in the next step of becoming an MPP...My advice to them, just be yourself in what ever that you are doing. Ikut resmi padi, makin berisi makin tunduk..jangan ikut resmi lalang, makin berisi makin tegak berdiri..You know what I mean. As a friend, I love both of these guys..and as a friend,I want to remind them..never put aside your studies.. Aku still ingat masa aku berborak dengan sorang MPP ni, aorta area pon dia tak tau kiri ke kanan..syok sangat ngan politik sampai tak ingat apa yg dibelajar..Please la..tolong jgn gadaikan apa yang mak dan ayah kita harapkan..Ingat tu..

Once you can promise me that you are able to do so, that's the time when I will support your back for as long as you want. But before that time comes, just consider, undi aku cuma undi seorang kawan, bukan seorang yang mencari pemimpin..

What a week!!

2009-01-14T22:35:00.010+08:00

Assalammualaikum..

Lama rasanya tak singgah sini..In fact..lama rasanya tak pegang laptop..

For your information..I was in Besut all week long...It's been a wonderful week..Orang Besut sangat baik hati..Taaapiii..Buat apa kat Besut some of you might ask?

Kalau rajin, tryla scroll down look for any clues in my blog..Kalo tak..mai la aku cerita..

The event started last Saturday when the whole kuliah of Medden 2nd year had to go for a community service in Besut..This is no ordinary community service where you go there and bersih2kan kampung tu..nope..we had assignment to do..Yup..we had to run a survey regarding health issue in the kampung..As much as 20 PBL's were saggregated all around Besut.. PBL 1 was assigned in Kampung Seberang Kastam..which gets its name literally because it's located nearby Pejabat Kastam Malaysia..wawawa

Anyway, I was anxious in the first place coz i've never lived with someone else under one roof apart from my own family..Ya lorr..takut kita ada tersalah cakap ke..terbuat bende yang dorunk tak suke ke..Kita kan menumpang jer..Alhamdulillah..mak cik and pak cikwere very kind to us..I was kinda stranded with Rifqi..wawawa..It's like any other typical Malay kampung house that we can find around Malaysia..The room was nice and we were warmly welcomed by the family..

We started immediately when we arrived at the kampung..Lepas kemas2 skit barang tuh..kitaorang terus pergi ke Balai Raya buat mapping..Ayoo...Susah skit lorr... We were new in the kampung and need to do a map of the kampung plus the penghulu is no where to be found..He didnt go to the ceremony, he didnt come and visit us every single day we spent there..Dahla..tak nak cakap lagi..nanti macam mengata la plak..tapi betul la apa prof halim cakap..we are going to face a problem during intervention nanti..biarla..

Many things had happened for the last one week..I have eaten a lot too..wawawa..asyik dok timbang berat orang..berat badan sendiri naik...wakakaka...tapi memang sedap mak angkat aku masak..wowowow..patutla pak cik melekat dok kat umah..kerja pon balik gak waktu makan..wakaka..we got a total of 110 sample..but managed to get only 97 houses in 4 days due to many factors..most of them are due to rejection..my part got 3 houses who rejected me..wawawa..muka aku nampak macam salesman kot..but i donno what happened to the other group..anyway..'something' had happened during my stay, which i don't like to talk about it here..takut ada orang salah anggap nanti..anggap jela sume tu kuasa Tuhan dan kami cuma makhluknya yang serba lemah dan tidak mengetahui..

I have learned many things during this visit. Orang kampung sememangnya peramah..Tgk jela gambar2 kat bawah ni..We were warmly welcomed by the villagers..ada yang kene hidangkan air 2 kali dalam satu hari sebab kami terpaksa berkunjung balik ke rumah dorunk sebab ada yg x lengkap..I learned that we must always welcome our guests..though we barely have anything to serve..I learned that as a man, you must never neglect ur responsibility as a husband and a father...Don't be selfish and love ur loved ones though she may not be perfect or disabled. Never forget ur parents when you grow up, they hunger for your presence each second..kesian sangat...

Buah cempedak di luar pagar,
Tumbuhnya rendang condong ke desa,
Orang tidak pandang harta
Tetapi pandang budi bahasa.

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Today..we spent the whole day at the beach..pantai air tawar cantik..but since it's not safe to mandi laut..we postponed our activity till July..wawawwa..main pantai jela..I love my PBL!!! Imperfect..but perfect in its own way!!

Menjelma Kembali..

2009-01-09T00:58:00.009+08:00

After a week full of silence..I now..return to feed you all with all the latest news that's been happening around me this past week..haha..

Minta maafla..tak dapat nak update selalu blog kebelakangan ni..Sangat sibuk especially dengan Minggu Penghayatan Islam, di bawah pimpinan kawan baik aku, Muhammad Faisal..hoho..Ya..ya ..I know, I did mention that i didnt want to get involved in this MPI thingy since my schedules are all messed up this previous semester..Tapi, that doesn't mean i will not support the activities?

Yup, like the previous year, tahun ni kami still menghantarkan wakil untuk nasyid dan we aim for the best! Aku sangat terharu bila kawan-kawan aku still sudi nak masuk nasyid..Puas pujuk dorunk..berminggu-minggu lagi..sebelum cuti lagi..alhamdulillah, sorang demi sorang join nasyid kali ini.. Aku just berfungsi sebagai perantara bagi kumpulan kami..misalnya jika ada perlukan apa-apa peralatan ke..aku yang uruskan..Like always..I wouldnt miss the chance to sing..hoho..So aku pon tumpang sekaki menyanyi la..Walaupun nasyid ni bukan genre aku..wawawa... Niat aku just nak kawan-kawan aku yang dah lama tak berkumpul sesama ni..duduk berbincang..macamana nak membuat persembahan yang terbaik..

Alhamdulillah, all well ends well..Niat tu memang penting..We did our best that night..People were entertained by our performance..Gempak seh..Kami tak berniat pon nak menang. Just xnak la orang cakap kami ni masuk sekadar melepaskan batuk di tangga..ALang-alang dah masuk..wat betul2.. Kat sini..Aku dengan berbesar hatinya mengucapkan terima kasih pada kengkawan aku yang tolong secara langsung mahupun tidak langsung sepanjang kami berlatih untuk pertandingan kali ini...Allah jela yang dapat balas jasa korang..

Pertandingan Pentomin pula baru je habis 2 hari lepas..Sangat penat.,.Dah nak seminggu aku tak tidur dengan lena..Nak terkejar-kejarkan tanggungjawab aku sebagai ketua kuliah, ketua SKSPM..nak wat skrip pentomin lagi..Bukan aku taknak bagi tanggungjawab ni kat orang lain..Dah bagi dah...tapi macam biasalah..balik2 kita gak yang kene habiskan keje...Betul apa mak aku selalu cakap..kalo nak buat yang terbaik..buat sendiri..jangan harapkan orang lain..

Sejak dari kecil lagi..mak aku dah didik aku menjadi seorang yang berdikari...Yela kan..aku anak sulung..Loads of responsibilities were given to me even before i really knew the real world..Sebab tu..kalau ada kengkawan aku tanya..Kenapa tak minta tolong kitaorang ke? kenapa pi masjid tak tunggu kami ke? Jawapannya sebab aku dah lama dididik supaya tak menyusahkan orang lain..Kalau aku rasa benda tu aku bley wat..aku akan buat tanpa minta pertolongan daripada yang lain..Yup..I'm selfish in that kind of way..

Tapi memang aku tak sangka la..ari tu..bila mintak tolong kengkawan laki satu batch aku..semua datang menolong..walaupun aku terpaksa take over daripada orang lain last-last minute..TERIMA KASIH kawan-kawanku..Allah jela yang balas jasa korang..

Menang atau tidak pertandingan tu..itu semua tak penting..Yang penting..Persahabatan yang terjalin..terus terjalin walau apa pun terjadi..

Apa pun yang terjadi..

Berjalanlah tanpa henti..

Lentera Timur....Cahaya Baru Siti Nurhaliza

2009-01-01T01:24:00.010+08:00

Lentera Timur...Siti Nurhaliza memang terkenal dengan permainan bahasanya...Sejak dari zaman anak daranya, sehingga kini bergelar Dato', nama album dia sangat unik..Sahmura, E.M.A.S, Cindai, sekadar menamakan beberapa nama album die yang terdahulu, menunjukkan yang die memang menitikberatkan setiap aspek dalam pembikinan sesebuah album, hatta tajuk sekalipun.

Kali ni, Siti muncul dengan album tradisional kontemporari setelah hampir 5 tahun die tak keluar ngan album berentak sebegini. Terubat rindu kat hati ni nak dengar suara buluh perindu diva yang diberi jolokan Biduanita Muda negara ini. Lentera Timur, atau bermaksud, cahaya timur, memang bersesuaian sekali dengan situasi industri muzik negara yang ketandusan ide menghasilkan lagu-lagu berentak tradisional. Even kalau dekat radio sekali pun, jarang dapat dengar lagu-lagu berentak begini. Diharapkan dengan kemunculan album Ratu Pop negara ini, lagu-lagu warisan negara ini tak lapuk dek hujan, tak lekang dek panas...

Mutu dan kualiti memang menjadi sandaran penyanyi berdagu lekuk ini. Album ini menggunakan khidmat komposer-komposer tanah air yang tidak dapat disangkalkan kreadibilitinya dalam menghasilkan lagu. Walaupun ada sebilangan komposer yang jarang menghasilkan lagu berkonsepkan etnik, namun hasilnya amat memberangsangkan. Bertuah sang empunya badan apabila puluhan komposer berkampung di dalam satu acara demi untuk menghasilkan lagu untuknya. Biasalah, komposer mana yang tak mahu Siti Nurhaliza menyanyikan lagunya. Hatta lagu yang 'kureng' pon jadi gah apabila Siti menyanyikannya. Walaupun dihasilkan dalam masa 3 hari sahaja, namun, hasilnya tetap memikat hati, ditambahkan lagi dengan live string yang sememangnya menambahkan lagi 'perencah' dalam menghasilkan lagu yang berkualiti tinggi..

Di Kayangan Kita:

Lagu yang dicipta oleh Johari Teh ini dipilih untuk menjadi tract yang pertama. Pelik, sebab selalunya lagu Pak Ngah akan diletakkan pada tract yang pertama. Yelah kan, sapa dapat menyangkalkan kebolehan maestro lagu-lagu etnik ini? Tapi lepas dengar lagu ni, baru saya dapat faham kenapa ia diletakkan sedemikian rupa..Lagu yang banyak menggunakan alat muzik dari timur tengah seperti gabus ini sangat unik, baik dari komposisi lagu, mahupun cara nyanyian Siti yang sememangnya tiada tolok bandingnya. Bila dengar, susah nak percaya lagu ini cuma 3 hari disiapkan..Syabas Johari Teh..

Bintang Malam:

Lagu yang mesra telinga ni memang boleh menangkap perhatian sesiapa sekalipun. Seronok dengar suara Siti dalam lagu ni. Tak payah nak tarik tinggi-tinggi, lenggok dan kejelasan setiap patah kata itu yang memainkan peranan penting di dalam sesebuah lagu. Tak sangka Johan Nawawi, suami penyanyi Nora yang menghasilkan lagu ni. Yelah, die kan selalu buat lagu pop balada berbanding lagu etnik...

Cinta Ini:

Lagu ni ada unsur-unsur 'dark' sikit. Seperti biasa, kekuatan lagu ini terletak pada korusnya. Dengar banyak-banyak kali pun, tang korus still yang paling senang nak mesra telinga. Hoho..Lagu yang mengisahkan seorang wanita yang resah pabila mengenangkan sikap kekasihnya yang terlalu memuja dirinya. Dia berharap agar kekasihnya men'channel'kan kasih yang berlebihan tu kepada Ilahi yang selayaknya. Sedapla dengar lagu ni..hoho..Unik sebab walaupun berkonsepkan tradisional dengan adanya bunyi siualan seruling dan paluan rebana...still ada rentak balada di dalam lagu ni..

Ada Masa Mata:

M.Nasir pernah cakap, Siti adalah 'suara'..Memang betul pun..Lagu berentak keroncong ni, sangat senang melekat di dalam telinga...Bukan senang aku nak dengar lagu keroncong, nenek aku mnat sangat lagu keroncong macam lagu Hetty Koes Endang, tapi aku x minat sangat. Tapi lagu ni sangat best..Sungguh berkesan kalau tujuan lagu ni dicipta untuk mendekatkan generasi muda seperti diriku (cewah) dengan rentak muzik keroncong..Thumbs Up!!

Bulan Yang Mesra:

Asyik lagu yang 'berbau' baru je, Siti tak pernah lupa lagu warisan Melayu dedulu...Lagu ni tak banyak sangat konsep baru diketengahkan..macam lagu nyanyian orang dedulu...walaupun agak slow tempo, namun lagu ni still sedap didengar. Pernah ada orang mengatakan, lenggok suara Siti ni sangat mahal..takde penyanyi lain yang bley lawan suara die apabila die menyanyikan lagu Tradisional. Itu yang membezakan Siti dengan penyanyi lain...

Seloka Budi:

Kali ni cikgu lama Cik Siti ni buat lagu berentak tradisional plak..Siapa tak kenal Adnan Abu Hasan, komposer yang terkenal dalam membawa Pemengang Vokal Terbaik AIM 9 kali ini ke persada seni...Tak sangka si Adnan ni dapat buat lagu etnik yang sangat seronok didengar.. Fokuskan bahagian

buah cempedak diluar pagar

tumbuhnya rendang condong ke desa

orang tak pandang harta

tetapi pandang budi bahasa..

bagus mesej yang ingin diutarakan...At least budak-budak zaman sekarang ni tau la..seloka tu apa... hehe

Rasa Antara kita dan Senyum Minang Manis:

Dua-dua lagu ni rasa-rasanya kalau masuk Anugerah Juara Lagu ada can nak menang. Rentak die sangat unik, terutama sekali lagu Senyum Minang Manis. Lagu ni rancak, dan ada sedikit unsur muzik dari Jawa dan hip hop digabungkan sekali di dalam lagu ni. Tak percaya? Perhatikan rentak lagunya baik-baik..

Joget Menanti Kasih:

Siapa tak kenal Habsah Hassan yang terrer tulis lirik yang puitis. Malas nak tulis panjang-panjang kat sini..Dengarla sendiri yer..Tapi frankly speaking, lagu ni susah sikit melekat kat hati berbanding lagu-lagu lain kat dalam album ni...

Jelmakan Ayumu:

Pak Ngah wat lagu ni..Rentak die seakan-akan boria..namun Pak Ngah berjaya menyelitkan unsur-unsur padang pasir di dalam lagu ni. Pak Ngah pernah cakap...susah die nak menghasilkan lagu sehebat 'masterpiece'nya, Nirmala..Tapi, lagu ni tidak menghampakan peminat Penghibur no 1 negara ini... Lagu Boria seh..tak sangka plak aku enjoy dengar lagu ni..

Di Taman Teman:

Lagu ni dah pernah dengar even sebelum album ni keluar lagi..MEmang serious cakap..lagu ni adalah lagu paling strong dalam album ni..Pendapat aku jela.. Dengar sekali je terus tangkap... Lagu yang berkisarkan tentang persahabatan ni sangat unik, bak lirik mahupun lontaran vokal Siti Nurhaliza...Dengarla..Pasti takkan hampa

Tidak dinafikan..album ini adalah album yang terbaik di antara album-album Siti yang terdahulu.. Berkonsepkan fantasi, saya berani cakap ia mampu merangkul pelbagai anugerah terutamanya AIM yang memang mementingkan kualiti sesebuah album itu..Bukan album tangkap muat, bukan album saduran daripada lagu terdahulu. Sekalung tahniah diucapkan kepada komposer-komposer yang terlibat di dalam pembikinan album ini, sekalung budi diuacpkan kepada mereka yang terlibat di dalam MACP yang lepas. Syabas diucapkan kepada Siti Nurhakiza kerana sekali lagi, berjaya menghasilkan masterpiece..

Dapatkan LENTERA TIMUR di pasaran. Hanya RM29.90..Tak rugi..

p/s: satu je tak minat..tang tudung minah ni..hehe

Sekembalinya daripada cuti..

2008-12-28T19:57:00.008+08:00

Arghhh...Kenapa cuti aku pendek sangat!!! Kan bagus kalau aku dapat cuti lebih lama..Tak puas rasanya cuti 6 hari je..(Sigh)..Macam yang aku dah pernah cerita dedulu..Kali ni cuti aku terpaksa dipendekkan selama 6 Hari jer..sebab aku ada extra-work kat sini, USMKK..Betapa payahnya kaki aku melangkah keluar dari rumah kelmarin..tapi nak wat macamana..dah tanggungjawab..Kenala laksanakan..

Enough is enough..nak wat macamana..(i've been saying this twice!!)....cuti banyak tu jer..Although the break is short, but it was satisfactory..yela..kalo cuti lama-lama pon bosan gak dok umah..asyik kene marah je ngan Mak..wawawa

I did not travel much this holiday,unlike my fren over here (Yup..It's you Ira!!..wawawa)..But I had fun every single minute i spent at home...Mak was like any other day..nagging here and there..haha..I've told you before..The first day at home..since I didn't sleep at all throughout the whole journey..i blacked-out as soon as I laid my butt on my bed..wakakaka..

The next day, I visited my old school..Yup..it is still in one piece..hohoho..i visited my lovely Puan Arfah, my former principle..hoho..She still remembers me..That's great!! Hoho.. Macam biasa la..kalau lama tak jumpa tu, banyakla yang aku cite ngan die..Bagus Pn Arfah ni..bukan je die ingat nama students die, die still ingat kelas mana aku dok dulu..tu yang seronok tu..hohoh..Lebih kurang satu setengah jam jugak aku kat situ...since time tu cuti sekolah..takde la ramai cikgu..so, tak jumpa sangatla ngan cikgu yang mengajar aku dulu..Masa nak keluar dari kawasan sekolah tu..nampakla ada parents ngan anak2 dorunk yang tengah harung buku-buku baru..hoho..rindu plak time dedulu..Ayah ngan Mak sanggup cuti nak beli buku-buku kitaorang adik beradik..

The day before i went back to USM..my parents brought me to my cousin's wedding..LAma tak nampak pak cik aku sorang ni, Pak Cik Mahmood nama die..adalah sebab kenapa kitaorang tak pergi umah die time raya..But one thing for sure..i'm happy that my mom dah berbaik baik ngan pak cik aku ni..terharu jugakla..

That evening, we decided to go to Malacca..Ya lorr..Negeri Sembilan kan dekat ngan melaka..hoho..The trip was great, since the last time we went to Malacca was when i was in Standard 6..Lama tuh..Malacca has grown much ever since then.. Yup..The tourist traps like Taman Buaya, Taman Rerama and a whole lot of other Tamans are still operating..Then we went to Bandar Hilir, another interesting spot for tourists...Since that day was Christmas, so the place was packed like sardine...Tak sangka plak jumpa Eye on Malaysia kat sini..Tapi ramai sangatla orang..nak turun kereta pon seram..Tu tak cakap lagi pasal shopping mall yang baru dibina..Tak ingat plak nama die..tapi besar gak ah..hoho..

Bila time nak balik tu..sedih jugakla..sebab kejap je aku dpat jumpa Mak ngan Ayah..Dah makin tua aku tengok Mak ngan Ayah..tapi dorunk still kene keje berat..Ayah kengkadang lewat malam baru balik..yela kan..kitaorang bukan dari kalangan orang berada..Ayah bekas juruteknik..Mak je still keje lagi..tapi baru-baru ni Mak cakap..kilang tempat mak tu ada masalah...Ekonomi sekarang kan dah makin turun..so..tempat keje mak pon terkena tempias nya jugak la..

Mak sempat pesan ari tuh..suruh belajar elok-elok..Jangan buat orang lain susah..kelak kita balik yang susah..Ayah tak sempat hantar..sebab kene kerja..batuk-batuk pon ayah gi kerja gak..Kesian ayah..Takper la..Ada cuti lain kali aku balikla lagi sekali..Belum naik bas lagi aku dah rindu ngan diorang..Lantak apala orang nak cakap..anak manja ke..anak boria ke..Aku still anak mak n ayah..

Lawanye beca die..RM40 sejam..jgn memain!

Ramai giler orang time tu..ntah apala dorunk tgk..

Apalah kapal ni sesat dok tepi jalan..

p/s:..Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharam 1430H...Semoga Allah mengampunkan dosa kita yang lalu, dan berazamlah untuk melakukan yang terbaik untuk masa akan datang!!

Living my life...

2008-12-24T13:27:00.002+08:00

It's been 3 days i'm staying at home..As I suspected, I'll becoming lazier and lazier..My mom's starting to nag me more than ever..and as usual, I found it entertaining, to see my mom nagging without the slightest care from me..haha..bak kata orang dedulu, masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri..hoho

I've been kacau'ing my friends since i'm starting to feel bored here..Haha..how ungrateful I am, I've been wanting this holiday more than ever, now, i'm starting to miss my work in USMKK??? I guess what Ira said was true indeed, I'm a weird person..

Frankly speaking..I don't know what to write today..Since it's getting quiet these few weeks, my collegues are still on holidays, my best mates are starting their new semester soon, I found blogging even quieter than before.. HOpe they'll write something soon..

I'll be going out with my mom this afternoon..Shopping it will be..haha..pengikis duit mak adalah aku..hohoho...I'm buying new clothes..haa..it's been a while...

Pejam celik pejam celik..I will be heading back to Kubang Kerian the day after tomorrow.. geee..I wish I had more time to spend at home..A bundle of work is waiting for me back in USMKK..

Just wanna tell you guys, yesterday, Dr Rohana called me regarding CFCS...What it CFCS? It's basically a community servise that the Medical and Dental students need to do in order to pass Phase 2...We need to find out what is the medical problem in certain village that figure out ways to handle that problem..

Back to my story..Its confirmed that CFCS will be done in Besut, and it is not according to our PBL like it used to be. The name list is re-shuffled.. If I'm not mistaken, I'm in the same group with Rifqi, Fiza Johor, Benjy, Haidar (L), Muhammad Syafiq Maznon and few others. Why is it like this..I have no idea.. Hmmmm...Seems like I need to getting used to my team mates..ONCE AGAIN!!!!

I think we shall know further details once we get back to CFCS Block..As for now..Keep on the holidays, fellas..

Now you know why Besut??? hoho

Aini, kitaorang akan serbu umah ko time CFCS nanti..wawawa

OST Perempuan Berkalung SOrban

2008-12-22T15:30:00.005+08:00

Lagu terbaru dari Dato' Siti Nurhaliza, Ketika Cinta..sangat suka lagu ni..Suara Siti makin merdu..hoho..

Fell free to comment..

I'm Back!!!

2008-12-22T15:07:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah..

That's the only expression that i can give..After 8-scary-hours trip from Langgar to Hentian Putra, Kuala Lumpur..Why scary you might ask? well..it was the first trip that i had, where my eyes were wide open and I couldn't go to sleep..And I had to see..how the 'driver' drove the bus..Yup!! It's damn scary..just imagine a double-storey bus, potong 3 kereta straight dalam gelap..dengan kadar halaju yang mencemaskan..Yup!! Now I know why we hold the trophy for Most Famous Country with Road Accidents in the world..

Well, that's that! What important now is that..IM BACK HOME!!! Yahoo!!!! It's been 2 months since the last time i went back home...Well..Sorryla Cik Yaya (I'm mentioning your NAME NOW!!)..it seems that i got luckier than you!! haha..

Anyway, home is just just like the way i left it 2 months ago..JUst sekarang ni Mak beli banyak sangat barang sampai rumah jadi sesak..Wawawa.. Speaking of which, i couldnt bring back home anything this time since i'm almost broke..hehe..

Being broke is another issue...I don't know why, but it seems like we in East Coast, feel like being neglected by JPA..(well..not entire..otherwise, we wouldnt have gotten our money at all!!) When it's the time for the scholarships to be distributed...we will always be the last person getting it..X aci..

With or without money..I'm happy the way I am (ya rite..last week baru je ko merengek kat mak nak duit..wawawa)..I'm back home and it's FAMILY TIME!!!

HAPPY HOLIDAY FOLKS!! & Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharam!!

Cuti = Rindu

2008-12-18T23:52:00.005+08:00

Bila tengok tajuk entri kali ni, kesian plak aku tengok..Bebudak lain sume dah cuti..tinggal kami yang saki-baki ni je yang baru nak merasa cuti..itupun cuti yang pendek..tak panjang pon macam kengkawan yang lain..haha..

Speaking of holiday, i've been thinking of doing loads of things when i come back home..Even though it's a 5-day off for me..but it's okay since i'll die of boredome if i stayed any longer without doing anything at home..Yup, aku sangat rindu mak dengan ayah aku..Walaupun masa raya ari tuh dah jumpa, perasaan die lain bila dah lama duduk di perantauan..I thank God i didn't take the JPA offer a few years ago..If i did, i couldnt imagine the feeling of being stranded in a different side of the world..

I still remembered my school time as if it happened yesterday..It was damn fun! Yeah, there were some difficulties here and there, but hey, things get pretty well all these years..Rasa-rasanya nak pergi tengok sekolah baliklah..Rindu sangat dengan Mrs Azamimma, cikgu bahasa Inggeris aku, kalau takde 'teacher', tak adalah aku kat sini sekarang ni. Cikgu Azman, my Physics teacher..though i seldomly practice what he thought me, but still i can benefit some of them until now Cikgu Wan Sanisah, Cikgu Khairiah just to name few..They are the important people in my life..miss them soooo much...

Bla aku lalu depan sekolah, teringat aku masa muda-muda dulu (rasa macam dah tua la plak! ahakz~) It's true what some people say, problems grow along with age..Maksudnya, makin tua makin besar masalah yang dihadapi. Mrs Azamimma once said to me: take things step-by-step, don't rush, coz every time you rush, time is no longer on your side. Cherish what you have, not what you want..Thank you teacher, for a well-said advise..

Sudah-sudahlah buat teknik imbas kembali... Sedih plak aku rasa...Yelah kan..bila makin besar, kengkawan yang dedulu tu tersebar merata dunia. Adalah 2-3 kerat yang ada dekat ngan kita (that includes you Mr Naxeef!) hehe.. .

I wish you guys could read this...

p/s: Selamat bercuti kepada Pelajar Perubatan Tahun 2 USM Kubang Kerian.. Jumpa blok CFCS nanti!! Orang Besut..nantikan kehadiran kami (why Besut? i'll explain in the future..)

Ooops...Tudungku terbang!!!

2008-12-17T21:10:00.010+08:00

Ooooppss...tudungku terbang!!! Mungkin itu adalah alasan bagi mereka yang 'kurang memahami arahan dari Yang Maha Esa ni..

Telinga aku dah naik bernanah dah ni bila orang asyik dok tanya aku:

Kenapa Si Dia tu pakai tudung macam tak pakai tudung?
Baik buang je tudung tu dari bernanah mata aku tengoknye
Pesen apa Si Dia tu pakai, macam pompuan giler je

dan yang sewaktu dengannya.

Well, frankly speaking, I have no idea how to answer these sort of questions...Tanyalah aku Portal Hypertension ke, Esophageal Varices ke, Impotency ke (well, some even labeled me as Mr. ED for some reason that I dont know)..ni tak, tanya aku pasal tudung Si Dia tu..I'm not her husband ?..

I still remembered the day when she decided to give her hand in marriage to that so-called millionaire Dato', the guys were frustating over broken dreams (including me!!..haha), while the girls were chit-chatting about her 'saya-dah-fikir-masak2-keputusan-saya' decision, which until now, doesnt seem fair to her die-hard-fan..well..it created a phenomenon all over the region for the next three months..Even so, that is not something to be proud of..In fact, I dare to say that she even lose some of the qualities that made me captivated way back in my school time...I'm afraid to say Si Dia isn't Si dia anymore...

Where's her down-to-earth attitude? I still remembered some folk in FELDA a few years ago mentioning that there were afraid if she became more popular in thr future, she may no longer entertain the villager's...More importantly, where's her sanity?,to be able to mingle off with God's order? Perhaps she is still naieve in these things., We can;t just jump to the conclusion, right?

Let me tell you what I do know.. What she is currently doing now is ABSOLUTELY wrong, in terms of religion, and in terms of seeking fame out of herself...

Firman Allah:

“Hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain tudung ke
dadanya dan janganlah mereka menampakkan perhiasannya kecuali kepada
suami mereka, atau ayah mereka...”. (al-Nur: 31)

The quotation from the Holy Quran clearly states the needs for Moslems to care for their 'aurat'. So, apa yang nak dibising-bisingkan lagi... Dia dah kahwin, so, yang yang sebetul-betulnye kena tegur die laki die lah.. bukan aku kan?..Ya Allah...I dare not to say anything anymore..

But what i dare say is that, no matter her decision is, she knows people out there are putting high expectation on her.,so she's not comfortable with what she's doing... Personally, I think she looks more demure without her so-called hijab???? Not that I agree she should take off her hijab..Plz don;t get that wrong!

Apa-apa pun, aku tak nak masuk campur urusan rumah tangga orang..Biarla dorunk settle sendiri..Aku tetap mengagumi anugerah yang tuhan dah bagi kat insan bernama Si Dia nie...tapi tu x bermaksud aku akan menegakkan benang yang basah..what is wrong is still wrong..So i hope you guys out there, stop asking me questions like what i had mentioned earlier...

p/s: For certain reason, I had to edit some of the points in this post so it wouldn't insult anyone..I highly appreciate those who were concern enough to advice me regading this..Happy Reading..!!

Counting Precious Time..

2008-12-16T12:47:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!!! I just finished my second paper this morning. It was an essay paper..which was slightly confusing ..but oh well...at least it was not like yesterday..the paper was like..HELL!!!

Just imagine we had 21 stations to visit..and most of the questions were pathological asking these types of question:

Describe the gross feature of this picture
Describe the miscoscopic features of this slide..
Give the complication of this disease
What is your diagnosis?

Just thinking of it makes me feel nausea already..wawawa...better get my antiemetics drug..hoho..Speaking of which..I left that questions regarding antiemetic drug..wawawawa...

I'm looking forward for the next few days coz i'll be going back home that time...It's been a while since the last time i went home..sangat rinduuuuu..but before that..I still have some errands to run...got to finish up my proposal for elective, find the place for SKSPM dinner (guess i'll be busy back with activities after the holiday!!)...and give briefing to the first year students regarding Renal Block..sigh..

I'd like to wish all the USMKK'ians especially my coursemate a very good luck in your next two papers..Orang AMPANG..wait for me!!!!!

Exam on the loose!!!

2008-12-14T12:50:00.003+08:00

Well..Like what i have mentioned in the previous posts before..the Medic 2nd year students are currently facing with the gruesome Exam Selanjar..Well..This is our first time dealing with this kind of exam after we barely survived Exam Pro 6 months ago..Well, it's common if we are afraid of this exam since it's a littlebit different from our First year exam in terms of format, clinical, marking scheme and whatsoeva..

I won't write long on today's post since me myself is currently struggling with the exams. I would like to thank my parents and my friends for being very supportive all this while. I'd like to apologize to those whom i accidently hurt their feelings, wether it's on purpose on not. I've forgiven those who have been messing with me all this long..wawawa..

I hope we can do our best tomorrow. Please have enough rest (aku terlebih rasanya)..don;t get urself stressed up as it will only make situation getting worse. Tawakal pada yang Satu selepas kita berusaha.. Remember, jgn lupakan Allah sebagaimana Dia tidak pernah melupakan kita.

Good Luck in Selanjar n Happy Holiday!!

Yours' sincerely,

Muhammad Hazwan Bin Nasarudin

Year Leader Medden 2

Wedding in Kelantan...

2008-12-12T00:52:00.011+08:00

Pengantin baru Keluarga Adlina

Beberapa minggu yang lepas...Adlina, my Kelantanese friend invited me and a few friends to her sister's wedding..And I was like..ok..i'll go..x kesah pon luangkan masa beberapa jam even though i have exam just around the corner..hehe..biasalah..student medic kan flexible..hoho..

So, around 1pm, My nenek, Nira called me..asking why i was not in the wedding ceremony where i was supposed to be? The fact is, I forgot! haha...Terkocoh-kocohla aku tukar baju..mesej Bob and Andy to inform about the forgotten wedding..Dah 10 minit masa berlalu lepas aku mesej dorunk..aku pon pi la cek satu2, dah tukar baju ke blom..perghhh..sebagaimana yang disangkakan, memang dorang tak gerak seinci pon..hampagas betul!!..orang nak cepat dia bley memain plak..

Apa-apa pun, kami selamatlah sampai ke rumah Ina. Bukan setakat tu, kita orang sempat makan, berborak, mengumpat, mengata dan yang sewaktu dengannya..wawawa..Takdela, gurau jer..Anyway, nenek Nira dah balik dah masa ni..ntah apa alasan die aku pon x tau..Tapi rugila..tak dpat tgk pengantin..hohoh

Tema perkahwinan kakak Ina hijau kali ni (macam die pernah kawin sebelum ni pulak..wakakaka)...So, most of the family wore green..wow..macam dalam hutan..hehehe..Anyway, ni la first time aku tgk Ina make-up..sempat lagi kita orang usik, untuk ******* ke??..wawawawa...Statement yang selalu artis Malaysia pakai: Kami takde pape hubungan..kawan jer..wakakakaka..

Lama dah aku tak pergi majlis-majlis macam ni..Last time masa aku sekolah lagi rasanya..Punyerla lama..tu yang aku rasa teruja bila dijemput datang ke majlis macam ni..Macam kera hilang anak la katakan..hohoo..Boring-boring berborak kat luar..Ina ajak masuk dalam rumah..tgk pelamin pengantin..perghhh..lawa siot!!! Aku ingat nak wat lagi grand time aku kahwin nanti..wakakaka...

Tengah-tengah dok menghayati pelamin yang cantik tu, tetiba plak Abang Ina suruh jadi pengangkat hantaran daripada pihak pengantin lelaki..Pe hal pulak ni kan? Aku datang sebagai tetamu..Tapi orang dah mintak bebaik kan..nak wat camana? Frankly speaking, aku memang nak angkat hantaran sebenarnya!!..wawawawa..pelik pulak bila aku n Andy yang memang takde tali hubungan kekeluargaan dengan Ina, tetiba angkat hantaran..Kami berdua plak tu lelaki..waaaaaaa...

Anyway, memang pengalaman yang x dapat dilupakanla..Satu yang nak tanya Ina ni, kompang mana cik Ina oooiii..??? Tak meriahla xde kompang..Lain kali kita-kita jela yang main kompang..ko lead ok??
hohoho..

Thanks for the invitation..I really appreaciate it..at least for a few hours..i can deviate my mind from this devastating exam,...

Kembali ke mod EXAM!!!!

p/s: Jgan amik hati yer? ini hanya nukilan seorang lelaki bernama HAZWAN tak x berniat pun nak sakitkan hati sesapa..wawawa..hanya gurauan semata-mata..

The Chosen Date..

2008-12-09T12:08:00.005+08:00

The Pop Darling's new gift..a new Traditional Album with more award-winning songs!!!

The picture has told you everything..So I dont have to eleborate more. This yet to be titled album is sold for RM29.90 nation-wide..It is the fourth Traditional album...SO to those who have been waiting for her new arrival, makesure you get the ORIGINAL copy..Sapa yang x minat, lantak hampa la..blog aku..hehe..For further information, you can log on to: http://www.calmille.com . Please support our National Artiste!

p/s: wei..aku xde duit nak beli..belanja la aku..kita kan KAWAN???

Raya Yang Sakan...

2008-12-08T19:51:00.011+08:00

Hari Raya Aidiladha a.k.a Hari Raya Korban a.k.a Hari Raya Haji akhirnya menjelma juga setelah menghilang hampir satu tahun.. Seperti 3 tahun yang lepas..tahun ni, aku tak balik juga umah sempena Raya Haji. Mungkin korunk cakap: ala...raya haji je pon, tak balik pon takper..tapi bagi aku, cuti adalah satu anugerah yang amat tidak ternilai harganya..Mengapa? Sebab..aku yang gatal nak jadi pelajar perubatan..orang lain dok cuti 3 bulan, aku nak cuti satu minggu pun payah..So, kalau ada cuti memang aku tak lepaskan peluang la..

Anyway, aku tak balik rumah tahun ni, raya kat sini jer, sebab exam aku dah nak dekat..Mak pun pesan:

Wan. ko duduk jer kat USM tu, tak payah pikir2 nak balik..kan
ke ko nak exam..??

Yelah mak..along duduk jela kat sini..nama pun raya korban kan? kenalah berkorban sikit.

Sebelum aku sampai di Kelantan, orang selalu cakap, Raya Haji kat sini meriah..aku pun pelik..apalah yang meriah sangat? setelah lebih kurang setahun setengah aku berada di sini, memang tak dapat dinafikan, raya kat sini memang meriah...

Nak tau kenapa? Sebab hampir semua rumah di sini mengadakan ibadah korban, tak kesahla lembu ke, kerbau ke, hatta ayam pun dikira tau?

Pagi ni, aku bangun pukul 6 pagi, memang rekod terawal la aku bangun minggu ni, bangga gak aku..Lepas sembahyang Subuh, aku mesej Ajon, suruh bangun Subuh sekali, takut2 die terlajak plak tido...Lepas baca 2-3 kerat, aku pun bersiap sediala nak pergi raya...Dah pakai baju Melayu ni, siap samping sekali, pastu aku pikir? Raya ke ari ni? Al-maklumla kan, duduk kat USM ni buat aku lupa tarikh2 yang penting ni..Aku pun tanya la Ira, tanyala Yani..Dorang ni lambat sangat reply, nasib baik aku dengar takbir dari masjid berdekatan, dengan serta mertanya aku yakin...Hari ni RAYA..hehe...

KAmi bertolak ke masjid awal..pukul 7.45 dah sampai dah depan MAsjid Demit..Punyela semangat nak sembahyang raya..sampai pintu masjid pun tak bukak lagi..Dengan perasaan yang malu, kami membuat keputusan untuk pergi ke Masjid Kubang Kerian..nasib baik dah siap takbir..

Sembahyang raya habis kira-kira pukul 9.30 pagi, perut kami dah berbunyi dah ni..Biasalah kan, perut kaum Adam ni lain macam sikit, dah makan pun meraung-raung lagi. Kami amat pasti kedai-kedai memang tutup hari ni dan esok, nak makan KFC tak rasa macam raya lah pulak..Jadi, kami pun pergila beraya di rumah Roslan, budak yang bajet bagus.. Sampai kat sana, tengok2 rumah diorang pun takde apa2...Rumah bujang la katakan.

Nasib baik si Lan ni ajak pi raya rumah 'kawan' dia kat Tanah Merah..Agak jauh jugakla dari USM, dalam 1 jam lebih, tapi makan punya pasal..lautan api pun sanggup kami renangi...cewah.. Dah sampai rumah yang dituju, kami pun dijemputla masuk ke dalam rumah..Lan apa lagi..tersipu-sipu macam ayam berak kapur, tak tau nak mulakan perbualan..Nasib baikla tuan rumah ni peramah, especially mak cik dia lah, perghhh...peramah abih..Bagai orang tidur disogokkan bantal, kami dipelawa untuk makan jamuan yang ada..Alhamdulillah...SAtu perkara yang aku perasan, orang Kelantan ni amat pentingkan tali kekeluargaan..tengok sajalah bila ada ibadat korban, hampir satu famili ada untuk sama menolong apa yang patut..Masa aku bertandang kat rumah 'kawan' Lan ni pun aku perasan benda ni..Nenek kawan Lan ni, dok sibuk layan suami dia yang sakit tenat...dia tak merungut pun..aku teringin pulak untuk memiliki seorang isteri yang bersifat sedemikian..hehe

Lebih kurang 1 jam di sana, kami pun beransur pulang la..bak kata orang dedulu la, bertandang rumah orang tak baik lama2 (iyo la tu..)..Since Lan sewa kereta sehari, kami pun bercadangla nak pergi raya rumah orang lain..Ramai yang ada dalam list, rumah Kak Dina la, rumah Syafiq la, Rumah Faiz dan yang sewaktu dengannya..tapi macam kes tadi gak..dorunk ni lambat sangat reply..Kak Dina reply 1 jam lepas mesej dihantar..Syafiq plak cakap open house raya ke-5, Faiz balik kampung dia kat Terengganu. Memandangkan kami takde hala tujuan, azan pun dah berkumandang, kami pun berhenti kat masjid tepi jalan..

Macam diilhamkan tuhan la pulak, tetiba, Lan mencadangkan supaya kami pergi serbu rumah Nik Fadhil...Waktu pun dah tengah hari..molek sangat la tu..nasib baik rumah Nik ada orang..Seronok kami..Kami pun singgah la sebentar..Ye la kan, nama pun raya..apa salahnya kunjung-mengunjungi sahabat handai..acecehh...ni la lagi satu keunikan kat Kelantan ni...raya haji pun ada orang datang bertandang kat umah..hoho

Habis raya umah Nik, tetiba Roy pulak mesej suruh datang beraya kat rumah dia..Apa lagi, dengan kadar sepantas kelajuan cahaya kami menuju ke Rantau Panjang, tempat di mana Roy dilahirkan..kwang..kwang..kwang..Macam biasalah, kami di jamu dengan pelbagai hidangan daging-based..yela kan..raya haji..Kat Kelantan jarang orang hidangkan rendang ngan lemang..tapi bila perut menguasai diri..batu pun jadi makan..wakakaka..

Tapi betulla aku cakap, raya kat sini meriah..macam raya Aidilfitri la pulak..kengkadang tu teringat jugak mak kat umah, tengah masak rendang favourite aku..tapi nak wat macamana kan?

Buat kengkawan yang senasib dengan aku kat luar sana tu, banyak-banyakla bersabar ok? Nabi Ibrahim a.s pun sanggup mengorbankan anaknya yang tercinta, inikan lagi kita yang ntah mana dosa pahala nya ni..Dengan ini, aku mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha...sorila tulis pepanjang..nak wat macamana..blog aku..hehehe....Terima kasih la pada Roy, Nik, 'kawan' Lan sebab sudi jemput kami. Tahun depan bolehla berjumpa lagi..kihkihkih..

p/s: inila entri yang pertama berbahasa Melayu..harap korang tak kesah..hehe

Ajon & Bakaq yang happy jumpa makanan di rumah pertama..hehe

Dipaksa buat suvery di rumah Nik

Kekenyangan di rumah Roy

Living a lonely life...

2008-12-06T17:47:00.002+08:00

Sabar wan..sabar..jap je..nanti abih exam balikla...

This is exactly what am i telling myself to do...be patient..read your pile of books...memorize all those single facts..surely the exam would be an easy thing for you..

Yeah, rite..Easier said than done..

The fact is...i am HOMESICK!!! I want to go back home..i don't care about the exam..coz i just wanna go home...the problem now is..my mom won't let me do that..She wants me to stay back so that i can study for my coming exam..How thoughtful...

Well, she's wrong..i felt terrible being left alone here in DM2, where most of its students have already gone back home for Raya..It's my 3rd times i had to stay in my hostel for the same apparent reason..arghhhh..I hate my life...

To me, family comes first in anything...if i had problems..i'll consult my mother for her opinions..though most of the times, she doesnt help much, but the fact that i can always share my problems with her helps to lighten up the burden left on my shoulder...

I'm not blaming my mom for asking me to stay back (for the 3rd time...), i know she wants the best for me..i know..after the exam..i have a week of holiday to spend with her (not to mention my games as well..haha)..but i think it is best for me to go back first, then sit for the exam, after i have regained my will and strengh for the exam..but then....no one listens..

As i have said before..even though you think what you do is rite, there's always something wrong that you yourself might not see..but others may...

Hopefully my sacrifice worth of something...(crossed fingers)

p/s: to those who go back home this festive season..nak pesan rendang bley x? i miss rendang so much..kat kelantan xde rendang..waaaaaaa...

Nazeef..Siap ko!!!!

2008-12-03T23:40:00.006+08:00

A whole lot of thanks to NAZEEF for letting me do this fun yet loooooooooooong survey..sheez..penat aku wat..those who have been tagged..buat...jgn x buat. Naxeef..you just wait and see!!!!...

QA #1

1. What’s your ambition?
To become a soleh son, a good doctor, a good fren..and a good husband, and dad..insya allah

2. Who is more important to you? Girlfriends or friends?
Even if i had one, my family always comes first

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
like neva???

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
yup..a doctor needs to have confidence..that's what my teachers taught me..

5. How many babies do you want?
as much as possible..naah..kesian bini aku nanti..dia akan dianggap kilang membuat bayi plak kang..wawawa

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yeah..coz i learnt it in the science class..wawawa

7. What is your goal for this year?
To be a better person than last year..

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Only God deserves that kind of love..yup..i do

9. What’s is your favorite television series?
HEROES...HOUSE...KEKASIHKU SERU...so many things to watch..so little time i have..geez..

10. What are you really afraid of?
being alone..

11.What is your bad habits?
Being judgemental...well..first impression always counts ok??

12. Is there anything you wanna tell to the people who hates you?
sorry..i feel sorry for you..u just missed a chance to know someone good..haha

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Friends are like my soul..without them im lost..

14. What does flying means to you?
terbang,...duh..xde dictionary ke?

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
A satisfaction in studying my course..meeting more awlsome frenz

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
Friendships which i cherish most in this world..

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words:
Spiky little guy(little meh?) who has a heart as big as a mountain..hai naxeef..long time no see...

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Sing..duh..everyone knows that..

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
Probably treating my patients, not married yet..if i did..i would probably have six kids by then..haha..i might want to further my studies in Cardology..hey...it's my dream ok?

20. What have you achieved in life lately to make it better?
I managed to pass into second year i guess..well..it's a step i need to do before pursuing with my dreams..

QA #2.
Rule 1 -People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule 2 -Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tag by continuing this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
i will not be a human if i dont have any..

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?
Naah..probably not..coz i always look at them as my sisters..that's a bad thing being a brother to 3 sisters..

3. Do you enjoy going to college?
Like yeah..who doesnt..it's a carefree life bebeh..

4. what will you do if you have million dolars?
i'll get married of coz..that i'll spend half of it to research which will benefit the human kind..

5. Will you fall in love with your friend?
Currently trying to get one..shhh

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Love is a very complicated thing..you cant force someone to love you..loving someone for me is far much better than being loved..though i have to admit..both are quite important in lives..

7. List 5 current favourite songs
Ku mahu - Siti Nurhaliza, Sesungguhnya - Ungu, Womanizer - Britney spears, No Air - Jordin Sparks, Sekian Lama - Siti Nurhaliza

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Like i said..loving someone is already enough..

9. Would you be the person that you are if you were to be reborn?
Three words..I LIKE MYSELF..

10. What do you want the most at the moment?
Balik umah..damn it..i'm stuck here..

11. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
A very cruel one coz i had to fnish up this long questions..

12. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
No other option ah?

13. What is your favourite color?
Green..

14. Would you give all in for a relationship?
Why not??

15. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, which one would you choose?
Kawin je 2-2..kuota kan ada?? lol..

16. What are the top 5 bands that you listen to or love?
i rearely listen to bands..but here it is...Ungu, Sampson, Sheila On 7,MCR, Spider

17. Name 3 things you would like to do but would never be able to.
become a reporter, become a photographer, become a singer..waaaaa

18. 5 people I have tagged.
Dr Ira, Dr Fahza, Dr Ain Sabrina, Dr Ruby, and sweet li jia..wawawawa..buat..jgn x buat..penat tau aku buat.,..

MAd DoCTorS??@@#@

2008-12-01T00:17:00.006+08:00

Thumbs up to Syafiq and Ayiep for revieling this attractive yet informative article regarding mental status of doctors in Malaysia. For further information, you may log on to The Star Newspaper

Here are some of the things that i want to highlight from the article:

He said these doctors were either psychotic or neurotic but still managed to get into medical schools because these schools were not screening students meticulously enough.

I can't believe this..first they want to increase number of medical students, causing us to be studying in a packed-like-sardine condition..then they are blaming the schools for inadequate SCREEning of the students..OMG!!

These medical graduates, totalling about 60 cases a year, are unable to cope with their housemanship as they may have been pressured by their parents to take up medicine.

duh...only now you realize it? seriously, this is happening even here in USMKK...some of the students don't even know why they took medicine..when being asked..they'll answer..mak yang suruh..ayah yang suruh..what nonsence is this??..this is your life we are talking about for heaven's sake!!!..there are also those who really don't like to do medicine, but were forced by the parents..seriously la..these kind of people really do need to sit and have a talk with their parents..medicine is all about passion!!! if you are not interested..you'll end up making other people's life miserable....for instance..you may become a lecturer one day who is SUPPOSED to teach the students..but since you're not interested enough in medicine..you'll MISS the LECTURE and go out on VACATION INSTEAD!!!..i'll briefly describe about this in the next post...

“I am not so sure whether we can identify those with attitude problems during an interview unless such problems are obvious,” Dr Ismail said at a forum on Training Future Doctors: Have we got it right?”

Obviously you never met Roslan...mental status is poor yet still a doctor-in-making..wawawa..jgn marah lan..

Most of the mentally ill students, he said, could have undergone pressure and depression while studying and faced difficulty in coping in a hospital environment.
The other weakness was a lack of proficiency in the English language.

duh..what do you expect? ..of coz la we are always in stress!!! just by looking at our timetable alone is enough...it's damn packed from morning till evening..even if we are free..there are still loads more to cover in a day..just imagine..my friend in Egypt learn Cardiovascular System for 6 MONTHS..magnificently, we learn it in just 4 WEEKS!! beats that!! and one more thing..other medical students in OTHER universities..have more holidays than us..WE HAVE YEARLY HOLIDAYS only..try coping with that!!

My advise is that, the man-in-charge of the curricular of medicine in the future, be it the Dean or the Minister himself..think of your underlings first before deciding on doing any decision..you should ask the student's opinion AT LEAST, since this is related to them anyway..Those who really want to become a doctor..bare in mind that your life would be difficult from now on..coz you'll be spending your lifetime serving the others..so start to be humble..jgnla wat sebab terpaksa...seriously..i've had enough with these kind of people!

p/s: im not mad ok????

Going to the end of the world..

2008-11-29T01:38:00.008+08:00

125 Terbunuh di Mumbai

Penunjuk Perasaan 'tawan' Lapangan Terbang
Lama

Some of you might already heard these captions before..yup..they were yesterday front page news...why do I bother putting them here??

Frankly speaking..i am not a newspaper reader..i read only the Entertainment part..and im sooo not into this political thing..If you ask me anything about politic..i would be like..

ehemm..i know him..he was the one that comes out with the issue rite??

Obviously I have no idea at all!!... My knowledge about politics is like shallow water in the pond..Damn!! hate it soo much!!

But the thing is..it's not that i'm not sensitive into these issues..but the fact that today's politics are dirty makes me feel sick whenever i think about it..better get away from it..

Well..common guys..look at these headlines..they tell you everything about the consequences of unstability in politics..people are dying BECAUSE of these sick political issues...Look what happened in Thailand...They are putting on strike AGAINTS the government whilst the civil war is still ongoing in the South Thai....AGAINTS the government for crying out loud!!!

Seems like what my teacher used to say was true indeed..people don't mostly die because of disease..they die because of their egoes..shish..

I just don't understand, why can't they just put aside their differences and shake hands with other..i know it sounds childish..but love do come from a simple touch..

Firman Allah SWT dalam surah al-Hujurat ayat 13:
Maksudnya: " Wahai umat manusia! Sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan kamu dari lelaki dan perempuan, dan Kami telah menjadikan kamu berbagai bangsa dan suku puak, supaya kamu saling berkenalan. Sesungguhnya semulia-mulia kamu di sisi Allah ialah orang yang paling takwa di antara kamu. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui, lagi Maha Mendalam Pengetahuan-Nya" .

Even the God has already mentioned this AGES ago..but as typical human beings..we are still being ignorant to His calls..

While the world is going to the end..the only thing that we can come up is this:

Think for yourself..is this what Malaysians are made of??

p/s: Before i forget..many tanks to Yana aka Kucheng, Ruby and Sue (the Trio Princesses as they want themselves to be addressed...haha..for giving me a ride back to hostel this evening....i would be soaking wet if you guys werent there..haha)

My New Love..

2008-11-28T19:44:00.007+08:00

Sigh...

It's been very tiring for the past hours..i've been trying to update my blog..trying to put some new features, so that it'll be better than before. many have complained that my page looked boring before..I hope this new transformation satisfies all of you...

Why do I spend so many times to this blog, some of you might ask. Well..that must be due to the fact that i've fallen in love in writing. I like to write ever since I was in the school a few years back. The interests came when my teacher praised me for my good essay..(well..i always get high mark for essays during my school time..haha)...and i realized that when i grew up..I find it difficult to write anymore.coz we are not required to do so..i find it a waste and it was difficult for me to find a place to write..

So I thought the idea of having a new blog was a good one..so i tried..and yup..i've fall in love with it already...

Hope you guys have fun reading it...as much as i did producing it..

I know you will!!

Hope You love it!!

Video Bengong...

2008-11-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

I was studying when someone suddenly knocked my door..

tok...tok..tok..

To my suprise, it was Onn (not onn ja'far) was standing outside the room...well..not everyday i got a visit from my fellow friends..since they are mostly stranded outside the campus (curse you HEP!!..haha)..Though i have to admit..it's been a while since the last time i met him..or other guys to be particular. haha..guess that everyone's having the rainy-mood syndrome...by which we are glued to our beds every morning...hence..miss our morning lecture..wawawa

Anyway, that's not the reason why i posted this...instead..i have a very interesting video to share with you guys. Give the credits to Mr Onn who gave me this video during his visit..wawawa...watch the guy in scarf carefully...listen to his conversation with the reporter..

p/s: this video is not suitable to those who have angina pectoris or myocardial infarction, as you'll die laughing...wawawa..WARNING!! this video has nothing to do with the political issue in Iraq whatsoeva, not intending to underestimate any individuals..it's just a medium to laugh..Laughter by the fact, is the best medicine!!

Good Luck in Selanjar 2

2008-11-25T00:41:00.000+08:00

Haha...There's nothing much to say..just wanna wish all the first year students....including my friends who need another year to get pass through 1st yea, gud luck in your exam!!.... I know you guys have done your very best in prepairing for tomorrow's Selanjar..so just have faith in Allah, pray a lot, and ask for forgiveness to everyone should you have done something wrong with them (dont forget me!!).

We, second year Medical Students wish you all the best in Peperiksaan Selanjar 2..May Allah bless you guys..

Adik yang paling bengong pernah aku ada

Kengkawan yang sentiasa diingati

Speaking of which..Second year students also have exams ok! Another 3 weeks to be exact..haha..and loads more to read..after that holiday for 1 week...Hoooray!!! ehem..read books..read books..

p/s: don't forget to pray for our success ok??

Yours' sincerely,

Muhammad Hazwan Nasarudin

Second Year Batch Leader

Problem Based Learning a.k.a PBL...

2008-11-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

I've been listening to many complaints from my collegues about the condition of their PBLs...For those who are not well verse with PBL..it's actually a session..more like a disscussion in a group to disscuss about the problem given to us. We are supposed to find out what is wrong with the person from the sign and symptoms that are given to us...

I think I need to state this clearly..i LOVE and I LIKE my PBL so much..I like the session and I am excited each week to learn about new disease. That's why, i really want the PBL to go as smooth as possible. I like my PBL members coz there is no boundary between the non Malay and Malay as some might have problem with that. We are free to disscuss among us and we can even laugh together to jokes made by our members... I like this condition and i really want it to stay as long as possible.

But the thing is..

There is nothing perfect in this world..even the thing that we love or we care the most in this world, even my own PBL...only lately, i discovered that my PBL is not as outspoken as i tought it supposed be..thx to Dr Norwati Daud..she made me realized that most of the my PBL mates are not confident with what they are talking about..

Com'mon guys..i know most of you have read many times before attending the session..even more than me..i know that very well..most of my girlfrenz (not the one that you are thinking rite now!!) are very hardwoking..name it..kusya, atun, ain, priyah, sinthia, chia ling..all are very hardworking..the guys are also the same..but why when it comes to disscussing time..everyone keeps their voice down??? why are we whispering during PBL??? why???

I'm not saying that im good..coz i'm NOT!! I got C's for every selanjar..tak caya tanya chan..he knows me very well...so i'm not the right person telling you guys this and that..but i love my PBL so much that i don't want it to become dysfunction...

I feel sorry for my self and for those who do not use their PBL very well coz we can learn so much from PBL...in fact..it's a pity if we can't learn from Priyah, Chan, Alex..just to name few of those who are already ecxelled in their studies..

Be confident of yourself....take part in PBL..not whispering in PBL..plz say anything that comes to your mind OUT LOUD...we are in fact discussing for heaven's sake! don't be afraid if we say something irrelevant to the current situation...WE ARE STUDENTS!! WE ARE MEANT TO DO MISTAKES!!..I am rather doing mistake now than doing mistake in the future as doctors...i don't mind if you guys don't agree with me..like i said..im not the right person to tell you what to do..but i am a member of this team..and as a member..i ought to say something if there's something wrong..

Come on guys..i know you can do it!!

Sekadar gambar hiasan

p/s: to those who have problems with their PBL...don't ever think that everyone else is not having the same problem like you..we have our own problems and as an educated person..we know how to act based upon our knowledge and capability...think outside the box if we really want to solve our problems...surrender is not a good way to start...

Sad..sappy day...

2008-11-21T22:02:00.001+08:00

Sigh....

As usual...today is the third day in which USMKK is flooded with the heavy downpour of Kelantan..i don't really mind about the rain..what i do mind is that today is yet another same day, which i've been going through ever since this semester started...

Many don't actually realize..that...behind this happy face..there's always a room for emptiness and loneliness...behind this smily face..there's always sadness that fills in the empty space...

Great!! i'm starting to speak flowery...well..like i never done that before..haha..

What i'm trying to emphazise here is that..sometimes..most of the time actually, usually in the weekends..i will start to feel lonely...it seems like living 'inside' is not fun after all...and despite everything that i do to help me discard those feelings away, it will just be in vain..I'm yet..another typical human being.

I've pictured this the first moment i knew about the fact that most of my friends were going to be transfered out early this semester..i was like:

shoot..x best nye sem ni..
well...let bygones be bygones...there's no use of saying things in the past..

it's actually very difficult to describe how i felt today....i felt lonely + worry + sad and all sorts of other negative things..let's just say it's just another bad day...like the rest of them..

usually..when i feel like this..i'll seek my best friend's help..thanks to HEP..they are all scattered everywhere..shish...but still..i'll manage to find some ways to find them..

i don't have to do much to make myself feel better..i just need to see my friends...see what are they doing..see what rubbish are they talking about...hanging out with them..when i'm with them..i don't feel like an outcast..i don't feel lonely..it's as simple as that...they dont even have to know what i am currently feeling....

today..i took some time to go out and see my friends..to me..i don't mind loosing a few hours for my friends....coz they are the only thing that make me feel 'normal' here...thank you buddy!!

i miss my school..i miss my teachers..i miss my mom..my dad n yang sewaktu dengannya..i miss my school mate..my matrix mate..and i hate growing up..sigh...but sadly...that's just another story in my life...sapala aku tanpa korang...

Yey...I can do CPR now!!!

2008-11-20T18:08:00.001+08:00

Yup..it's true!!! I can do CPR now!!! Not only that, I can do a whole lot more..hahaha...the fact that i just recieved my First Aid certificate yesterday made me feel a whole lot better (it's not that i never had that certificate b4, but i was afraid that as a doctor-in-making, i wouldnt pass the first aid exam..)hahaha.. you know, we waited for almost a year and a half just to get that certificate..just imagine if i didnt recieve that cert..what sort of impression would that give to other person:

eiii...doktor pun takde first aid basics..nak sentuh2 org plak..

waaaaa!!!! what a nightmare..Alhamdulillah i passed it..and congrats to others who recieved it as well yesterday...rasanya sume dapat..most 2nd year medic students recieve their certificates yesterday...bangga plak bila nama PA aku..Dr.Chew Keng Sheng yang sangatla lawak tu ada kat dalam cert..hohohoho....(hmmm....it's been a while since the last time i visited him..maybe i should see him a little bit often..btw..exam nak dekat..wakakaka)

But one thing ponders me ever since yesterday....why dental students aren't given their certificate? is there any conspiracy leading to that situation?? i still remembered Ira made an announcement today (terkejut aku when she managed to wake up this morning and actually MANAGED to make that announcement..haha):

student dental takkan dapat sijil sebab sijil tu untuk bdak medik
jerk...

well..at least it sounded like that..(echoing: untuk budaK medik saja 5x)...

it made me feel horrible as if my school has done something bad to them...i was like caught in between me..defending the so called the honour of my school and my friendship with all of the dental students..well..this is just not fair..

so, i texted my funny-looking PA to ask about this..he said that PPSP only gave the certificate to its students..coz they've only promised to give out certificates to PPSP students only..(for those yang tak tau PPSP tu apa..it's Pusat Pengajian Sains Perubatan)...but if they really want certificates for themselves..dental students should refer to their school about this..make an arrangement with their own Dean..lagi pon takkanla dr gigi takde basic in first aid kot..kan?

anyway, Ira..you better ask your dean regarding this matter...i've tried my part in this..(im sooo going to be killed for calling her Ira..hahahah)...

Kami dalam penuh kepura-puraan..hahaha

Naxeef..pas ni bleyla aku bagi CPR kat ko kalo ko lelah lagi...wakakaka

p/s: there's something stupid i want you to see..haha..pali..pali..memang ko takde keje langsung.,...tgkla tangan aku menepis pali yang bengong..wakaka

The Story of Cik Kumbang....

2008-11-18T13:48:00.001+08:00

I don't know why..but recently i've been talking about bugs more often than before..hahaha...first si hitam and the next one is si kumbang rove...cait...everything is about bugs...yaikss...

anyway..this is another story featuring none other than our miss popular, si hitam which for about a week..has been trying to invade (i guess since our bilangan cik kumbang kurang skit berbanding last year)...

That night was the night before my TITAS exam (esok nak exam sempat lagu tubik makan tgh2 malam tu..haha), nik asked me to accompany him HUNTING for food..i guess all the hardwork trying to digest the histofy facts at the last minute made us feel a little bit hungry...(ya rite!!).. Seems like what we learnt about brain metabolism which uses glucose as its major fuel is true after all (of coz la...it's in the book..dont cha read??)

Anyway, to shorten up the story...i ordered this Tembikai Susu (actually i ordered for Honey Dew..or tembikai susu in Malay..but instead of giving me honey dew..that GUY gave me 'tembikai bersusu'..aiyooo ammaaaa...). so i drank and i drank the tembikai bersusu until it's almost half of the glass....suddenly..something flew inside my drinks..waaaaa....kumbang itam tu jahatla..aku tgh minum air tu..nasib baik tak tersedut sekali kumbang tu..bencinye kamu..benci..benci...

the moral is..finish up your drinks before you decided to start talking..not only you can prevent anything from entering your drinks..you can also prevent anyone from drinking your RM 3.50-valued drinks..wakakaka..(aku takkan lupa abang tu buat muka bengong bila aku mintak air tembikai susu..)

Kenapalah ko tak hinggap je kat air si nik tu???

p/s: aku ada jumpa papan tanda pelik nie..orang dok kempen Tak Nak merokok, dia dok kempen Marilah merokok..wakakaka...

Charlie oh charlie...

2008-11-17T12:15:00.000+08:00

This article was originated from Faza...Give a credit to her for such an informative article..i find it interesting to google on this little yet dangerous insect. me myself have tried months to find more about 'Charlie' as most USMKK'ians may have called it..but i dont even know where to start...hahaha..so i decided to share this article with you guys..(after faza's permission of coz!!)

MAKLUMAT MENGENAI KUMBANG ROVE

NAMA AM : KUMBANG ROVE

NAMA SAINSTIFIK: Class : InsectaOrder : ColeopteraFamili : StaphylinidaeSpesies : Paederus fuscipes Curtis

NAMA TEMPATAN: Semut Semai, Semut Kayap, Charlie dll.

BILANGAN SPESIS : Dianggarkan sekitar 47,000 spesies

MORFOLOGI:

Mempunyai saiz kurang daripada 1 cm panjang. Badannya berwarna kuning kemerahan gelap manakala bahagian atas, bawah abdomen dan kepala berwarna gelap. Bahagian tengah abdomen yang berwarna hijau tua mempunyai sepasang sayap keras dikenali sebagai "elitron". Di bawah sayap keras ini terdapat sepasang sayap lutsinar yang dilipat kemas. Selalunya, kumbang ini kelihatan merangkak dengan pantas di kawasan sekeliling dengan menyembunyikan sayapnya dan sekali pandang ia lebih menyerupai semut. Apabila diganggu kumbang ini akan menaikan bahagian abdomen supaya kelihatan seperti kalajengking untuk menakutkan musuh.

HABITAT DAN TABIAT PEMAKANAN

Kumbang ini boleh ditemui di kawasan sawah padi, padang sekolah - antara rumput dll. Ia merupakan serangga karnivor dan memakan lain-lain serangga yang lebih kecil. Ia merupakan serangga yang memainkan peranan penting dalam kawalan biology untuk mengawal serangga perosak padi. Semasa hujan lebat atau banjir , kumbang ini akan berhijrah ke kawasan yang lebih kering.

KESAN KEPADA MANUSIA

Cecair hemolimf yang terdapat di dalam badan (kecuali sayap) kumbang ini mengandungi toksin sentuh haiwan yang paling berbisa di dunia. Toksin ini dikenali sebagai 'pederin' (C24 H43 O9 N) dinamakan dalam tahun 1953. Ia mempunyai tahap keracunan 12 kali lebih tinggi daripada venom ular tedung. Kumbang rove yang telah dikeringkan dan disimpan selama 8 tahun masih lagi mempunyai ketoksinannya. Persentuhan dengan kumbang ini semasa bergerak atau tidur, menghancurkannya pada badan atau mengosok dengan jari yang kotor akan menyebabkan konjunktivitis dan penyakit kulit yang teruk yang dikenali sebagai 'dermatitis linearis', 'paederus (kumbang rove/ staphylinidae) dermatitis', 'whiplash dermatitis' dan sebagainya. Pada September 2002, wabak dermatitis linearis yang disebabkan oleh kumbang rove telah menjangkiti beribu-ribu orang penghuni rumah pangsa dan asrama pelajar di Pulau Pinang.

NASIHAT KEPADA SESIAPA YANG DIJANGKITI
Oleh kerana kumbang ini tertarik kepada cahaya pada waktu malam, tutup atau kurangkan penggunaan lampu dan tutup semua pintu/ tingkap semasa epidemik kumbang tersebut. Gunakan jaringan nyamuk yang halus, semburan aerosol serangga, perangkap berpelekat dan sebagainya. Jangan duduk berhampiran dengan cahaya/ lampu, jangan memukul kumbang yang terdapat pada badan, cuma hembus/ tiup untuk menghindarinya. Jika tersentuh dengan kumbang ini, basuh segera kawasan yang bersentuhan dengan sabun dan air. Sesiapa yang mengalami alahan kulit yang teruk mestilah mendapat rawatan

p/s: kesian kat apiez dental n Addy sebab tak memasal kena serang ngan si Kumbang Rove ni..haha

Banyak btol binatang yang pelik2 kat USMKK nie..hehe

Si Hitam kembali!!!!

2008-11-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday..while i was reading some lecture notes..i started to notice this black, moving thing underneath my study desk...then, i went closer to look what was it...Guess what i saw? SI HITAM!!!!!!

Well, for those who doesn't know what is SI Hitam (probably you guys came from the outer space!!)..It's is actually a small black insect, which gives out really bad odour when you come nearer to it..usually it settles down in damp areas like in your toilet and most of times in the stairs..

I still remember last year, when i was still in DM4..we had the same problem..the dead bodies of this Si Hitam were scattered all over the stairs, the corridor, toilets, ceiling..and YOUR OWN ROOM!!!....BEcinyerrrr kamu Si Hitammm....it was like living in the buildings in the horror movie..where you get stuck inside the building..as if the buildings are alive!!! (what rubbish am i talking about?)

I'm sure most of you despice this croaky, little thing..even last year..someone put this sign on the door:

Sila tutup pintu ini selepas menggunakannya untuk mengelak dari
serangan SI Hitam..

it was pasted on the 2nd level of DM4 last year..who pasted it is still UNKNOWN..wakakaka

Although it is quite a bizarre phenomenon happening in USMKK currently..hope you guys can bare with the situation for the next few weeks (i know I CAN'T!!)....May Allah protect us...

Still remember these little things..euuuwwww..the last thing that you want is these bugs crawling in your beds!!

p/s: WARNING!! for safety purposes...DO NOT KILL this bug..i repeat..DO NOT KILL this bug as it can release its awfull odour!!! wakakaka.teringin nak dengar kisah korang bersama Si Hitam

Happy Birthday fren!!

2008-11-15T14:05:00.001+08:00

There are a lot of things that happened yesterday..ada exam la..ada gotong royong bilik apiez la.. Apart from all those things..yesterday was also the birthday of my bestest, most bengong..most unstable friend..Pali..wawawa..

I think i was the 1st person to wish him happy birthday..since i set an alarm to remind me about it..(im a bad besday memorizer..haha)..tapi dia tak balas balik mesej aku..hampeh...cis..

though he claimed he was out of credit to reply me back (i hugged him to wish hepy besday the next day in Dewan Utama)...i really d wish the best year, the best health..and the best for everything in his life..

Pali..if u're reading this..hepy birthday buddy...

Muhammad Fadhli B. Rusli...napela ko jelir lidah ni haa???wakakaka..jgn marah bang...hohoho

Exam..exam..exam..

2008-11-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

kriiiiinggg...(actually my alarm doesnt sound like this..but to make you easily understand the situation..just pretend it's a typical alarm clock..)

OMG!!!!!!! it's already 8.15 am..see what i told you guys the day b4 yesterday..dont go back to sleep after Subuh..hahahha.....

well...damn it..it's the first day of exam and i'm already feeling lazy..haha...but like it or not..i still need to go to the exam. i was kinda worried of ajon and the gang wouldnt make it to the exam..but as i walked into the exam hall..i knew they were all just fine since they were already there..haha..(i was the one who was late..wakaka)..tak guna btol..

So the exam lasted for one hour..the longest one hour i ever had...the boredome and the fact that i was still not awake forced (is this the correct way to use this word??) me to sleep the few last minutes of the exam..haha..even Ainul who sat behind me noticed i was nodding in uncertainty during the exam...

the question?? it was not that difficult..thx to naim and friends who gave me the past year's question..which 40% came out in the exam yesterday (nampak sangat orang Penang ni malas..recycle soklan balik..wakaka)...so i hope that i can pass the exam..huhuhu...(you know what..being a medical student has made me become a person who lacks of interests in this kind of history-like exam.haha..)

Kami yang berasa gembira exam dah habis..walaupon ada exam TITAS lagi..wakakaak

Aku yang bernombor 12!!!

2008-11-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

(sigh)..owh man!!! it's raining again???

This is probably what you guys will mumble on everytime the downpour strikes Kubang Kerian again..ya lorrr..it's mid-November..what do ya expect...i still remember my Geography teacher taught me something about Angin Monsun Barat Daya and Angin Monsun Timur Laut, in which i can;t remeber which one occur during mid-november..haha..

anyway..besides the gloominess and the fact that Kota Bharu will be in flood a few weeks from now..i think it's still bareable. common man..hujan je...one thing that i like about heavy rain is that i get to sleep in the cool environment. however, i oftenly get asthma attack during this season..wakakakak...

speaking of which...i have to tell u guys this..i SKIPPED a class today!!! (ok..i confess..i never skipped classes before)...i overslept since it was raining like hell outside and i was damn tired yesterday..struggling to finish me ethnic relation reading (while watching movies simultaneously..haha)..so..consequently..i skipped feedback session this morning..

many sms'ed me..

wan..ada tak kuliah ari ni..feedback ada x??
and i was like:
ya..ya..(mengantuk)..ada2..lecturer x ckp pape pon maksudnya
adalah tu..(aku tak g pon..) wakakaka
Pesanan penaja: *don't try this at home*.. hohoho

There is one thing that i can't stand about heavy downpour..it is always difficult to go anywhere and to dry my soaking wet clothes...(the thing is...i just got my batch jersey and i want to jog while wearing it..hahaha)

hujan pon hujan la..jgn lupa nak g Exam Etnik esok..

Below are the steps that you can follow in order to successfully wake up tomorrow:

set up the alarm at 5.50 am (subuh dulu)..one isn't enough..if possible..take your nearest person's hp or watch..or your roomate not to sleep and wake you up in the morning....(giler??)
if alarm isn't enough...pinjam gong dari bilik muzik..(the problem is..no one's gonna handle the gong for you)..haha
if you wake up..don't get back to sleep..baca la skit etnik tu..bukannya payah pon..
put the firecrackers in your buddies' pants if he/she reluctant to wake up...(mana nak dapat mercun tu??)..wakakaka

so..gdluck for exam tomorrow!!!!

My new jersey..OMG..i have a jersy????? (slapping myself)

p/s: To those who are wondering, whose room picture did i post in my blog previously..i'll let u guys know in the matter of few days...WARNING to AJON & GANG..jgn dok perasan claim bilik tu depa yang punyer!!!

Trivia....

2008-11-12T00:42:00.000+08:00

Later this evening..after coming back from the ward (pi temankan si ajon sat clerk patient)..i saw this picture of a room..recieved from someone (mana bley gtau) i know and i trust...just wanna ask you guys..what do you think of these pictures...Bilik laki ke bilik pompuan? and why??

hoohoho...

Yet another day....

2008-11-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

A lot of people complain about how plain their lives are, how dull it is and how they would like to change their life with someone else if they could... well..it's a lie if i say i am totally not like that..but it's fair to say that im satisfied with my life now..though some might say it's dull, though it's tough sometimes, though it's painful sometimes..at the end of the day..you know there are frenz at your back that will support you..

yesterday, as usual, Solehin gave what he does the best, his weekly 'tazkirah'. He mentioned something about how important it is to 'imarahkan' masjid kita. then, i've been wondering one thing..is it really that bad until there's no one coming to the mosque? Thank goodness it is still no THAT bad..masih ada lagi orang yang sedar kewajipan dier..but as human..we are lacking of everything...even in terms of this...

i noticed that ever since these 'gang surau' have been 'seperated' from each other due to some political issues...less and less people are coming to our surau?? why??? why??? i've been asking the same question..why do we have to put the responsibility on their shoulders only..seriously..i salute them for their hardwork to makesure that all Moslems are aware of these things...if you ask me whether i would like to carry this kind of responsibility..i would say no..coz im afraid that icant give 100% commitment...

so that's why we have to support this activity...at least we can contribute something to our beloved religion... teringat aku time sol cakap..

kat akhirat kelak..bile Allah tanya: apa sumbangan kamu terhadap agama?
terkedu kamu menjawabnya..

anyhow..just want to highlight here...if 'He' can spend the whole time taking care of us, why can't we, 'His' underlings spend some quality time with 'Him'??

p/s: Iqbal, the multi-task person (pengerusi majlis merangkap pengarah projek)..during the launch of Ihya' Masjid Programme this evening.

Why.....??

2008-11-10T17:33:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, most of the people in my lecture hall always seem like breathing down my neck. I can't do anything wrong like everyone else. Everything i do, everything i said will be used against me..haha..tak taula aku je yang dok perasan ke apa..hohoh..

Like what happened yesterday. I wore this round neck T-shirt. It's not like no one (especially the guys) has never worn a round neck T-shirt before. Then, early that morning, nira spoke to me:

wan..awat hang dok pakai baju takde kolar??

laa..biarla..macamla laki lain tak pernah pakai plak

...takderla..hang nampak lain ari ni..wawawa

nira..like always..always concerned about me..haha..later that day..liyana a.k.a kucheng asked me about the same thing....and so does other people..again and again...sometimes it seems like i dont have the freedome to do anything i like...excuse me...i need to scream...(arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)..that's better..

but the thing is..sometimes other people know better than us..btol cakap org..friends are like a mirror that reflects your own image....so later that afternoon..in the library..

me: nik..tunggu jap bley..aku nak pi renew buku nie balik...
mak guard: dik..tunggu jap dik..
me: apa die kak?
mak guard: kita tak benarkan student masuk pakai baju
tshirt tak
berkolar..
me: (blushing)..ye ke kak? saya
tak tahu..
mak guard: tu yang terpampang luas kat depan pintu tu apa?
me: owh tak perasanla plak...

Waaaaa.....so embarassing..i was like..owh man!!!!!! All eyes were looking at me....as if they were saying..apala mamat ni..dah 2nd year pon tak tau peraturan lagi..shoot!!!!

so the moral is..even though you think that what you're doing is rite..there's always something wrong that you yourself may not notice..but others do...!!

Di sinila kawasan kejadian berlaku..Awas mereka yang tidak berbaju kolar!!!

p/s: Those who are in the picture has nothing to do with the incident whether they are dead or alive..haha

Exam la pulak!!@@

2008-11-09T17:23:00.000+08:00

Haha..like it or not this week we're going to have exams..it's exam week!! hooray!!(NOT!!)...anyway, i've listed down below the time table for the exam to help you guys up..ye la kan..nak turun bawah tgk jadual berat punggung...tak tgk tak tau plak..wakakka

SHE 101 (Hubungan Etnik) 14 November 2008, 9.00 - 10.00 pagi, 60001-65618 di Dewan Utama, 65620 - 67701 di Dewan Murni

HTU 223 (TITAS) 17 November 2008, 9.00-11.00 pagi, 60001-65611 di Dewan Utama, 65614 - 67701 di Dewan Murni.

Kepada mereka yang belom mencetak slip peperiksaan, bleyla g http://healthycampus.usm.my This is very important becoz without the slip you can't sit for the exam. to those who have never shown up in either one of the class..on behalf of the class, i wish you all good luck... hahaha (cakap org..macam dier dah habih baca plak..wakakaka..)

p/s: perghhh..khusyuk siot dgr kuliah TITAS (awak yg tangkap gambar tu tak dengar kuliah ke..wakakak???)

Waahhh!!! What to do???

2008-11-08T01:29:00.001+08:00

Today I woke up at 8 (aku bgn subuhla..pastu tido balik)..I got a call from amin..he said it was something urgent..he wanted to to come to my room regarding that...so i waited for half an hour for him to show up...since there was nobody was coming....i decided to go back to sleep..haha

anyway, later that afternoon, i went to hafidz's room..macam biasalah..'lepak'ing at his room before we went to sembahyang jumaat together...so amin showed up (at last!!) and showed me these messages from an 'unsatisfied' interviewee during the SKSPM interview not long time ago...below are some of the things that she complained to amin that i could remember:

HICOM pilih kasih..asyik pilih koloni je (ingat koloni semut ke nak main pilih2..)
Why did the HICOM chose H (bukan nama sebenar) instead of me?..i speak better english than her and does a better work than her (adik aku pun speaking lagi baik la dari aku.. x komplen pon..haha)
If you think i lied about being a prefect during school time you can check with ****.... (aku tak kesah pon la ko pengawas ke tak)
You guys (the HICOM) are not being professional la..dont judge me just becoz i dont hang out with my course mate la..besides..dorunk tuh ntah pape tah(ada ke dier cakap kawan sendiri yang bukan2...ishhh...ishhh..ishh...pmpuan zaman skarang..dah tu asyik berkepit ngan ***** bila masa plak nak bergaul ngan org??)

haha..my tummy giggled for hours when i read those messages. then, amin asked me..

nak wat apa ngan pompuan ni? nak bagi dia masuk x??

then i answered:

suruh dier terjun klcc jela kalo tak puas hati..byk songeh btol..

Never in my life that i ever bumped into this situation before. It's not that i want this kind of thing to happen. i knew and i already thought of this when i selected the crews for SKSPM. Believe me...i have tried my best to satisfy all..to satisfy my own needs and to ensure that the people that my HICOM and i chose are the best among the best. those who are not accepted, plz dont bang us like this..we have valid reasons why we chose certain people instead of you.. be rational la.. tak payahla nak hantar mesej bukan2 kat HICOM aku kalau tak puas hati..direct jumpa aku kan senang? ni tak..memarahnyer orang lain..wat naya jer

the problem now is...that girl is my frenz' girlfren..n she is breathing down her bf's neck and begging to let her in (takdo sogan langsung betino sekarang ni)..the things is ..it's not her that im worried of..it's her bf..i'm concerned that if she's around..he can';t do any work..it's not based on my own thinking alone..many have talked about her attitude (especially her social-retarded syndrome) n her queen control behaviour..i just can't let her in..and if she cant accept the truth..she can see me face to face..

if you're reading this..plz..be matured and get a mirror for youself...

Pengumuman

2008-11-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

I've already told the class this morning, but again..

Thursday, 13/11/08 - the lecture 'Clinical approach to chronic abdominal pain is shifted to Tuesday, 11/11/08 at 12 o'clock
Thursday, 27/11/08 - the demo ' Rectal Examination' is shifted to Wednesday, 13/12/08

Harap maklum...

2nd Year..The Year of Gloom???

2008-11-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

I don't know how many of you really agree with the title. But for me, yup..it's a yes-yes to say. Seriously, ever since i got into this 2nd year thingy....I got this feeling that it won't be a great year for me. Not being ungrateful (tolongla..nak lepas 1st year pun separuh nyawa).. but frankly speaking..it isn;t as great as i thought it would be...

yeah..yeah..i got loads of complaints when i entered this 2nd phase..lots of homework la..got to see patients la..must read that..must read this.. i just read some of my frens' blog...all are sighing on the same thing..Why 2nd year students are burdened with so many things??????? You know..it's very unfair to just pour all the work to 2n year student..

You..handle this activity..handle that activity.. seriously..it's really unfair

.. And the fact that most of the so called Lelaki Melayu Terakhir are dumped outside make this scenario becomes even worse.

Anyway, who am I to judge my own so called Superior Seniors who just know how to demand things..and expect it to be if not as good as them..better than them?

The campus election day is just around the corner and i'm still guessing who's among my friends will be going for the election..but one thing for sure..that person will need to catch up with so many things..if not now..in the future..

May Allah bless us all.... p/s: I wonder whether we can still be as happy as this?

A New Legacy

2008-11-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

I'e been wondering a few weeks before, why do we need to have a blog? What sort of fun does it have? Why suddenly it becomes one of a big issues in our group?

Alik2..aku buat blog jugak..wakakakaka... tula..cakap orang..sendiri kena
batang hidung

..hohoho... Anyway, what i finally find out was, this blog can be used as a medium for you guys to communicate with me..no matterla for studies, or for leisure, or even to ask for the announcement that i will make or have made in the lecture hall (i guess only a few lended their ears to me).. so dont hesitate to fill up the comments in this blog..keep up to date to the latest news. Insya-allah if i have time, i'll update this blog...so it wont be buried 7 feet under..haha

My World..My Place..My Rules

Jerat Percintaan (Cover) - 4shared.com - perkongsian dan storan fail dalam talian - muat turun - Jerat Percintaan (Cover)

how do you say 'no' to the person you love the most?

apa korang buat time cuti?

Mimpi jadi kenyataan

Tips untuk survive time houseman nanti~~

quoted from Dr Harlina Halizah Siraj ( alumni HO ; General Hospital KL - August 1991 to July 1992)

Smiling~~~~

My Top 5 Songs...

Fall For You

Alhamdulillah~~

La Tahzan wan...

Next show please~~

Back to school...

No mood~~ as usual~~

Dia dah balik....hhoho

Maher Zain Inshaallah Malay Version

Sahabat di Mesir..

Kawan..

Makan Disorder...

Bila Cinta

Me Again Amigos~~

Home Sweet Home...

Tak kusangka..

Esok exam!!

Here I am again.

Remembering the old days...

Taggy tag..

Kesakitan yang amat...

Gembirakah aku..atau patutkah aku takut?

Kenangan mengimbau kembali..

I've been tagged!! Damn it!!!

Welcome to this world bebeh...

Old Buddy Coming For A Visit(^_^)

New life..new me..

Tuhan Mahu Tunjukkan Sesuatu

Poo Lee Tick Camp Pus ....

What a week!!

Menjelma Kembali..

Lentera Timur....Cahaya Baru Siti Nurhaliza

Sekembalinya daripada cuti..

Living my life...

OST Perempuan Berkalung SOrban

I'm Back!!!

Cuti = Rindu

Ooops...Tudungku terbang!!!

Counting Precious Time..

Exam on the loose!!!

Wedding in Kelantan...

The Chosen Date..

Raya Yang Sakan...

Living a lonely life...

Nazeef..Siap ko!!!!

MAd DoCTorS??@@#@

Going to the end of the world..

My New Love..

Video Bengong...

Good Luck in Selanjar 2

Problem Based Learning a.k.a PBL...

Sad..sappy day...

Yey...I can do CPR now!!!

The Story of Cik Kumbang....

Charlie oh charlie...

Si Hitam kembali!!!!

Happy Birthday fren!!

Exam..exam..exam..

Aku yang bernombor 12!!!

Trivia....

Yet another day....

Why.....??

Exam la pulak!!@@

Waahhh!!! What to do???

Pengumuman

2nd Year..The Year of Gloom???

A New Legacy

No mood as usual