Telinga aku dah naik bernanah dah ni bila orang asyik dok tanya aku:
- Kenapa Si Dia tu pakai tudung macam tak pakai tudung?
- Baik buang je tudung tu dari bernanah mata aku tengoknye
- Pesen apa Si Dia tu pakai, macam pompuan giler je
dan yang sewaktu dengannya.
Well, frankly speaking, I have no idea how to answer these sort of questions...Tanyalah aku Portal Hypertension ke, Esophageal Varices ke, Impotency ke (well, some even labeled me as Mr. ED for some reason that I dont know)..ni tak, tanya aku pasal tudung Si Dia tu..I'm not her husband ?..
I still remembered the day when she decided to give her hand in marriage to that so-called millionaire Dato', the guys were frustating over broken dreams (including me!!..haha), while the girls were chit-chatting about her 'saya-dah-fikir-masak2-keputusan-saya' decision, which until now, doesnt seem fair to her die-hard-fan..well..it created a phenomenon all over the region for the next three months..Even so, that is not something to be proud of..In fact, I dare to say that she even lose some of the qualities that made me captivated way back in my school time...I'm afraid to say Si Dia isn't Si dia anymore...
Where's her down-to-earth attitude? I still remembered some folk in FELDA a few years ago mentioning that there were afraid if she became more popular in thr future, she may no longer entertain the villager's...More importantly, where's her sanity?,to be able to mingle off with God's order? Perhaps she is still naieve in these things., We can;t just jump to the conclusion, right?
Let me tell you what I do know.. What she is currently doing now is ABSOLUTELY wrong, in terms of religion, and in terms of seeking fame out of herself...
“Hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain tudung kedadanya dan janganlah mereka menampakkan perhiasannya kecuali kepadasuami mereka, atau ayah mereka...”. (al-Nur: 31)
The quotation from the Holy Quran clearly states the needs for Moslems to care for their 'aurat'. So, apa yang nak dibising-bisingkan lagi... Dia dah kahwin, so, yang yang sebetul-betulnye kena tegur die laki die lah.. bukan aku kan?..Ya Allah...I dare not to say anything anymore..
But what i dare say is that, no matter her decision is, she knows people out there are putting high expectation on her.,so she's not comfortable with what she's doing... Personally, I think she looks more demure without her so-called hijab???? Not that I agree she should take off her hijab..Plz don;t get that wrong!
Apa-apa pun, aku tak nak masuk campur urusan rumah tangga orang..Biarla dorunk settle sendiri..Aku tetap mengagumi anugerah yang tuhan dah bagi kat insan bernama Si Dia nie...tapi tu x bermaksud aku akan menegakkan benang yang basah..what is wrong is still wrong..So i hope you guys out there, stop asking me questions like what i had mentioned earlier...
p/s: For certain reason, I had to edit some of the points in this post so it wouldn't insult anyone..I highly appreciate those who were concern enough to advice me regading this..Happy Reading..!!